Forced Marriage Turned Into Love

Chapter 7

Today the big day I guess...The day I wear a long and beautiful white dress with the fakes smile on my face.Now and days faking is all I do,Since I've lost a reason to even care.These last couple of days I've been hiding from the world.I never left my room.I hardly called Fiona and I stopped keeping in touch with my social media.All that once was all important to me started to fade into the darkness..I didn't even know if I could make it today without having tears fall out my face.In matter of fact I don't even think I could see Carlos.I was than all ready.I always standing in front of the church waiting for my father to come so we could walk down the stupid aisle.
He than came with a smile on his face and his arm out to take mine.I flashed him the smallest smile and wrapped my arms around his.We than began walking.I lock eye with Carlos and he showed no emotion.I looked over at Mr And Mrs Gomez and they on the other hand looked happy.We than arrived to Carlos and my father let go of my hand and placed my hand on Carlos.Carlos flashed me one of the most fakes smile and turned to the father.The mass than began but I hardly listen since I was thinking about all these other stuff.I wonder if Erica is here.I mean probably not since my father did help her with getting to college so I assume she's busy with all her classes.

        "You may miss the bride" And like than Carlos step closer to me and gave me a quick peak on the mouth.Everyone cheered of happiness while I could had swear I felt a tear rolling down my face.....By surprise Carlos picked me up and took me outside to the limo.
We didn't hire photographers since I never in my life want to remember this day but that didn't stop Mrs Gomez from wanting to take a picture.We than headed to our "House".Both of us haven't seen it so I wonder how big it is.When we arrived Carlos couldn't believe it.But I did.I mean it is big but what?I just walked in to my room took the stupid dress off and let the tears began.I ruined my make up but I didn't care.I could do myself later for the party..I was thinking until I was interrupted by a knock on the door. "What?" I tried yelling but it came out as the softest most quietest whispered.There was than no answer,So I just let it go and placed my face between my palms to let the tears fall again.I than felt a shoulder next to mine.I looked up and surprisedly saw Carlos.He was siting inches away from me.I was about to get up but Carlos hold me down
"Wait" He whispered.I said nothing. "I know things aren't good between us,But at least flash a smile to my parents and family,They really like you a lot and they have no fault of what of I treated you" He said slowly.
I didn't meet his eyes nor did I paid attention.All I was focus on was the way his lips moved as each word left his mouth.I tried to snap out of the thought of them bump red lips against mine but something didn't let me.
I was carving this fucken kiss and it's killing me.Like I know the kiss would only cause a bigger scene and problem between us but fuck my body craved it so fucken bad.

  Carlos left when he was sure I wasn't going to say a word to him.He did asked me plenty of questions on how I was doing but of course I didn't answered.So he had no choice to leave,And so he did. I than took a long cold shower to get ready for the party.It was going to be a long night.....I did my own makeup and put on my wedding dress again.I than headed downstair where Carlos was ready to take me to the park.Well it wasn't a park but it was this beautiful field where the party was going to take place...The car ride was awkward,Because for some reason in the middle of driving Carlos reached over for my hand.
He than wrapped his fingers with mine.I won't lie it was a nice feeling but it didn't feel right at all.

         When we arrived the music was already blasting and there were a few people there,But as hours pass more and more started arriving. "Let's dance!" My best friend Fiona said as we just finished eating dessert.
I smiled at her and got up.I can always count on my best friend to cheer me up.When the song was done,People started asking for my hand.First was one of Carlos cousin and than uncle and aunt and than it was my dad.
"Thank you so much for doing this Isabella" My father whispered as we danced to a slow dance.The dance floor was all empty.Only me and father dancing while everyone recorded. I flashed him a smile but said nothing.I was just to afraid to say the wrong thing.
"Okay okay my turn" Mr Gomez said as he than took my hand.I love Mr and Mrs Gomes they treat me like I was there own daughter and that for me is everything I would want.Parents that treat me like thief daughter.
"Are you enjoying the party?" I asked as we moved to the rugged of the song. "It's all amazing but the question is are you enjoying it" Mr Gomez began asking me with Wired and mysterious eyes.I looked away from his eyes and answered. "Yeah it's nice" "I know what going on Bellita" Mr Gomez whispered.It took me a while to make eye contact but I did it.I meet his eyes and gave him a confused look. "Carlos told me there's a problem between you guys.....And I just want you to know that he would get there" He said.i wonder why and what did he tell his father?? "Carlos is stubborn.He doesn't know what he deserves and even though he does know he won't admit it or fight for it..He always gets hard to get,So just have patient Bellita" He continued.That does sound like Carlos but it's really hard to believe. "I know what both of you have.And that is pure love.But both of you guys are trying to hard" And like that Mr Gomez gave me a peck in the cheek and left.I than m was standing there like a freak.My eyes on the ground trying to prevent them tears....Seconds later I saw black shoes I front of me.I slowly looked up to see Carlos.
"Care to dance Mrs Gomez?" Asked Carlos so nice and gentle "I guess" I said with no emotion.He than took me in his arms and we both danced.Silents than feel between us as the song was over.So I just turned back and left.I called a taxi to take me back home I really wasn't in the mood no more to party..Plus them high heels were killing my feet.When I arrived home I took my heels off and walked to my room.I didn't even bother taking my dress of or makeup I just hoped on the bed and immediately feel asleep...