Forced Marriage Turned Into Love

Chapter 21

Luca was going to greet me with a kiss but I pushed him back. "Morning Princess" He said awkwardly "Morning"
I said trying to force a smile out but I couldn't.We than just ordered our food at the little coffee shop he always takes me.I just taught it would be a good idea if we just met up here just in case...Well just in case this break up doesn't go as plan....."Uh princess?" Luca began "Yes?"
I answered "Remember that night..Well when I told you that Frog story" I nodded and he continued "Well uh wanna know the beginning of that frogs story??" He asked.I really wanted to know but I don't deserve knowing.His finally opening up to and am going to be breaking up with him... "Luca I don't think it's a good idea" I whispered "Oh" He said confuse. "Well just know that I was hurt really bad by this..A girl" Luca says "What did she do?" And my stupid mouth killed everything!! "She played me" He told be but kept pausing "She was sweet and very gorgeous And I never taught she would do what she did..She broke me Princess" He began crying "She made me believe in good things,she was my lucky charm.She..She used me" And like that Luca reached out for my hand..How do I say what an about to say??...

   "Luca" I began "Before I tell you this just know that I didn't want to do this" I said "His making me..Carlos is making me break up with you but Luca I love you I always had love you" I blur our really fast.Luca sat there tears still falling out of his sad eyes. "And your just going to listen to him??" He said as he let go of my hand that he was previously holding "He threaten me" I said trying to take his hand back but he kept snapping it away. "Just don't do the stupid deal princess" Luca voice started cracking a bit "I can't" I said looking down at the ground "If you really did or do love me you would fight for us but I guess you never did love me" Luca got up and pulled his wallet out. "Luca I do love you but-" I started but he cut me off "No Princess your just like Grace!!" He yelled as he put a 50 dollar bill on the table and left.I assume Grace is the girl who broke him..I just stood there trying to process everything that happen..
His right.If I love him I would fight for our love but I didn't,I mean I did but not hard enough...I guess that just shows the type of person I am...He doesn't deserve me.He deserves better.....

       I than headed home and locked myself in my room..
I am never going to be happy!!I am always going to end up putting people before me!!Am never going to let myself fall in love again,Because at the end i will always end up hurt....It was getting dark and I knew Carlos was about to come home from work so I quickly got up and called a uber to take me to my parents house..I don't want to be here..When I arrived to there house I didn't even say hi to them I just headed to my old bedroom.I don't even think they know am here..