More than a Fan? -maike.gtz

First text

Same evening

I got out of the shower and put lotion onto my body. I sat in frond of my big mirror and started to frensh-braid my hair. I moisturized my face and combed through my eyebrows. Then I grabbed my phone and laid down in my bed. I crawled under the silky sheets and unlocked my phone. I went into my photos and looked for the ones with Lana. I found them and smiled.
This woman is so cute.
I put a filter over them and made a collage of both.
I set the collage as my phone-background and posted the one of my cheek that i took in frond of my mirror on instagram.
'Love U' I wrote as caption an tagged Lana in it.
Then I went to my contacts and put Lanas number in my phone. I saved her contact as
'My Queen'
I was scared.
Shall I text her?
Yes I should. She wouldn't have given me her number if she wouldn't want me to text her.
You will get that Regina.
Just do it.
So I went onto whatsapp and searched for her contact. There she was.
Om. That profile picture tho. I am in heaven.
I clicked the chat and started to write something.

Me: Hey miss Parrilla. It's me Regina. The girl from the panel today.

Within 1minute she replied.

My Queen: Hey beautiful. I am so happy that you texted me.🌸How was the rest of your day?

Me: It was great. My best friend Lilly who was with me at the panel told me that Jennifer asked her for her instagram-name. We chilled a bit and now I am at home. How about yours?

My Queen: It was mostly boring. Signing autographs and taking photos with random people can be boring sometimes. I love my fans but these days are long and very stressful.

Me: I can understand. I think at some point I probably would freak out.😂😬

My Queen: Now lets talk about something more positive.

Me: Like?

My Queen: You, for example. I want to get to know you. So tell me about yourself.

Me: okay...

My Queen: You don't have to tell me private stuff. Just the basics. Where do you live? How old are you? What are your favorite hobbies? Something like that.

Me: Okay.
As you know my name is Regina. But my full name is Regina-Maria Dallas. I am 17 and going to my last year of high school. I am living in Malibu California.
I am about 5,5 feet.
My best friend Lilly is my world. I know her since I was 6 and we tell each other everything. Literally everything. My
childhood was not as good. I was an ophran and I went through 12 Forster-homes in 5 years. All the people there have had kids on their own before or were about to get one and I was never welcome. They always send me back and I was alone one more time. I got bullied by their children or the people in school. It wasn't really nice. Then when I was 6 I got to the family I still live in today. They were the only family that really expected me for how I am and I really love them. When I was about 13 I still got bullied in school and I started to cut myself...😶 I was so empty and I felt useless. The only one who helped me through that was...i know it sounds dumb... but it was you. I started to watch Once upon a time all day. I don't went to school anymore and I was always alone. I know it was wrong and silly but I couldn't do anything else. So I started to watch every episode like 100 times and I was adored by you. Regina is such a strong woman although she has problems and that stuff. I adore her. And so I adore you. Regina and You helped me through everything that has happened. I still cut myself sometimes, but it's getting better, because of my family, because of Lilly but mostly because of you. I know you probably wont believe me and it's okey. I can live with that.
That's it about me I would say.

Somehow scared I pressed the send Button and the message went of.
Omg what have I done?!
She probably will hate me now!
Shit!
She was online and the she read the message.