I lived my life, being obedient, following orders and achieving high honors.
I never disrespected, dishonored, failed my tasks.
Just to please my father.
I am Sakura, a living, breathing human being.
Yet I feel like I'm not living my life at all, I...
Sukino hated this, she was still stuck at her teacher's place. She huffed in annoyance knowing that there was no escape route. She's currently in his bedroom now, a laptop table to her lap and food that looked like it was cooked to perfection.
"Neh, neh, sensei? May I go no-"
"Lunchis ready, what're you mumbling about? Go eat."
The pinkette sighs.
"I'm not really hungry." And as if on Que, her stomach made a growling sound, just loud enough for him to hear. He rolls his eyes at the little kid.
"Well, your body says otherwise."
He was beside the awkward student, reading Icha Icha Paradise, while leaning into the headboard.
Sukino started to dig in, the moment she did, the flavorful food danced in her mouth, she can't admit it but Kakashi's food was glorious! Once she swallowed, the sweet sensation was gone. So she took another bite, and another and another, until she finally finished it. The food made her forget that Kakashi was just beside her. She glanced to the side and saw him slightly smirking.
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She didn't break eye contact and awkwardly gave a small burp. She slapped her smooth and pink lips shut, then removes it. 'Chill Sakura, you're a boy. Be as gross as you want.' Her thoughts were interrupted when Kakashi leaned forward.
"H-hold on a second, what-!"
He brushed his finger near my mouth where I had some crumbs on. How cliche can this get?
"And you said you weren't hungry."
"I wasn't!" The pinkette turned into a few shades of red.
'Why does he need to be so hot?' Sakura thought, she realizes this, shakes her head and dismisses the thought. 'Yuck, Sakura! Do you even know what you're talking about?'
He shrugged and said "Well if the girl insists."
Sukino Haruno's Point of View.
I felt my heart trying to break out of my ribcage.
He knows
He knows, Kakashi fvckin knows!
I gulped and glared at him.
"How dare you sensei! I'm not a g-g-girl!"
He looks at me with a smirk under his mask. He ignored my words and continued to move forward me.
"But what is a pink haired girl like you, doing in this school ?"
I punched him playfully.
"C-c'mon sensei! You seriously think that?"
He looked at the bed sheets and I followed his gaze. He looked back at me as I gulped.
"Then explain this blood stain?"
Oh shit Sakura! You forgot to change your napkin, now it flowed through your clothes!
What to do? What to do?!
"Tha-that was probably my nose bleed-!" I purposely shut my mouth this time. I know my lies would create more lies and be a burden in the future.
Mission Failed, Sakura. It only took you 2 days to fail. Your boss is going to kill you.
"What's the matter, Sukino? I don't even know if that's your real name."
I just looked at him trying to conceal my emotions.
I failed.
For the first time in all of my years working for Danzo, my step father. This is the first time I failed him.
I failed, why?
I'm so useless, I could've been careful.
I can imagine father, beating the crap out of me once I report to him.
I gritted my teeth so hard my jaw is aching.
Why? Why? Why?
I never fail, why?
Tears started to build up so tilted my head so now I'm facing the ceiling. I grabbed my backpack and quickly put on my shoes, I have to go.
Kakashi stopped me by grabbing my arm.
"Where are you going?"
I looked at him, my tears rolling like waterfalls.