XXXtentacion || My Love 🥀

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Still secret pov

I open the door for them and they walk in I shut the door and lock it I was looking at the back of Jahseh he was tall well of course I'm like 5'5 I look at his fingers seeing he had tattoos on them and shit it was cool he had on a few diamond chains and one was like a choke necklace but it won't all big and out there u had to look close to see it

M:Guys u can go chill until it's time for dinner
Me:Ight
K:Jahseh go with Secret

He follow behind me to my room I shut the door he sat on my bed and was into his iPhone 7+ jet black of course it would be black everything he owns is mostly fuvkin black he had on black vans and black pants and black hoodie with savage written in red i was starring at him so hard I didn't notice he was looking at me

Me:Is u going to stare the whole fuvkin time

He still stare

J:Thts wha I got eyes for
Me:Fuvkin ass

He just stare at me my phone started ringing I answer it was my party friend Maddie

M:Heyyy bitttcccchhhh
Me:Hey
M:U trying to go to a party tonight
Me:Ummm yeah where
M:Around the block from your place start at 12
Me:Bet

I hung up Jahseh still starring before I could say something my mom call us done

Me:Ur saved by the call

We went downstairs and sat at the table after fixing our food and started eating Jahseh ate slow looking at his food the whole time then he grab his plate and went to the backyard and ate

K:Sorry he does this at home sometimes
M:Oh it's fine Secret go sit out there

I got up grabbing my stuff and went out there he stare and kept eating

Me:Look I'm only out here cuz my mom told me to come

He look back down still eating

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I look my phone and it was time to go my mom was sleep and so was Leeyah I walk out the front door and walk down the street to the party and me and maddie was turnt up I was having shots after shots i was drunk asf then these tall niggas came pulling on my I got really uncomfortable asf I tried to back away but the kept pulling on me

Me:STOP

They didn't listen I push one and he push me and I fell the someone tap the one tht pushing and he turned around and got hit and he fell then the other one ran all I saw was Jahseh he grab after he beat the shit out tht guy and he didn't let go of my had until we got to our street he didn't say nothing he just walk with his fist ball up if he was mad but y

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NEXT DAY -MORNING
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I woke up in a bed tht wasn't mine I felt like I was going to have a panic Attack until I turned my head seeing Jahseh he look peaceful he didn't have a shirt on and his arms was wrap around me tight let he didn't want to let me go I stare at him and touch the tattoos on his face I barely saw his face cuz his dreads was always in it he was fine asf I touch his tattoo on his chin and ig it hurt or something cuz he started frowning and pull me closer to him getting comfortable I stop messing with it and his face softened again I look at a clock in his room it was 5 am my mom was already gone to work and she gets off at 6 pm and she told me she was taking Leeyah to granns house so I could have a day off from watching her so I relax and kinda feel back to sleep

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2 hours later
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Jahseh pov

I woke up to Secret still in my arms she was cute to me and last night I kinda did follow her to the party cuz I had a bad feeling and I was right so after the bullshit I got her to my house and after she threw up on her fuvkin self messing the toilet i gave her one of my t shirts and she change into it and I gave her mouth wash I had to clean my dam bathroom the shit was nasty but by the time I got in my room she was sleep so I just got in the bed and it felt like I can trust her for some reason she kinda funny but I don't laugh a lot sometimes but I stare at her and she was really pretty