Kenzai
Charlotte , Nc
9 AM
I got off the bus that stopped down the street from my job . I walked to the entrance & went to clock in .
Lately a nigga been getting tired of working for somebody else but it's gone have to be like this until something shake . At least tomorrow friday right ?
I used ta always tell myself I was gone make it and i'm gone make it happen . I have to for my sister.
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Before I got home I stopped by the dollar tree to get us something to eat for tonight . As I was walking home I seen my nigga Tae . Me and that nigga been cool since for ever . I just be stiff on a nigga cause he be in that street shit and i'm not tryna get be into that .
"Wassup bitch " tae said giving me dap .
"Wassup hoe ass nigga " I said laughing and dapping him up .
" Aye I got this lick if you tryna get a bag you know that nigga " Tae said .
" nah man you know I don't deal wit allat shit " I said to him shaking my head no .
" alright man im just fuckin witcha , but if you gotta change of heart you already know ta hit my line " Tae said .
" yeah nigga I know , but aye I gotta head to crib imma fuck witcha " I said walking off .
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" wassup mama , how was school ?" I said to my sister as we were eating dinner at the table which consist of cup noodles , bologna sandwich and Doritos.
" It was okay , ain't really do nothing special." Laila said while taking a bite out of her cup noodles .
" we can go somewhere tomorrow if you want " I said because every week I try ta do something fun with her .
"okay" She told me dryly .
"You know I love you right ?" I asked her while taking a sip of my water .
" Yes Ken , I love you to " She told me with a tight lip smile .
Ever since our mom died she barely showed me any emotions , she knows I love her and tried to do everything I can for her .
I sighed , " Good".
As we finished our food in silence we sat in the living room watching Moana since it was Lailas comfort movie. She laid her head on my shoulder as she started to drift off to sleep. I looked at her while she was sleep admiring my little sister and how much she looked exactly like our mom.
I started to tear up as Images of our mother flooded my mind. I rubbed my finger through her natural curly afro as I let the tears fall . I always found myself in these type of moods when I think of my mom but try to stay strong as a man and for Laila. I drifted off to sleep as well and didn't realize.
Emoni
Charlotte , Nc
Saturday 8:27 Am
" Get the fuck up and clean this damn house up" My drunk ass dad said as he barged in my room gripping my hair in the process.
" Get off of me! " I yelled in pain.
" You belong to me you do as I fucking say!" He yelled again for no reason.
" Do you hear me ?! " He yelled as I ignored him getting up off the floor .
" Yes sir " I whispered as I stood to my feet. I hate everything about this man . When I first moved with him last year he wasn't like this he was nice and loving . Over the months he said I remind him of my mom and he hates that I look like her . So every time he thought of my mom he would harm me .
"That shit better get done by the time I get back" He said walking out my room and the front door.
I got up and ran to the living room to make sure that the door was locked . I went into my room and looked into my mirror that I had hanging on my closet and started to cry . My 4c hair was all over the place and my arms were bruised but you can barely see it on my brown skin. I screamed to the top of my lungs and fell back onto my bed . I can't wait to graduate and get away from this devil.
I had 6 months of high school left and I don't have any plans but moving far away from him as possible . Im so depressed living here and I don't have any friends or people that like me . I am honestly alone .
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