Childhood|Yoonmin|#WATTYS2017

12: Life's ruined

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"Aren't you happy you're only a year behind me now?" Yoongi asked during their school lunch.

Jimin nodded but didn't show an expression, "Whatever. I guess."

It had only been a week since Rion had passed away... and Jimin still wasn't over it.

"Want to come hang out today?" Yoongi asked.

"Not really." Jimin shook his head, "I'm going home early because I'm not feeling well. I don't want to get you sick."

Yoongi nodded, "I understand."

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Yoongi had went to Jimin's house anyway, he walked in after being let in by Jiseun.

"Jimin's in his room. He's been in there since he got home." Jiseun said.

"Alright..." Yoongi walked to Jimin's room and opened the door to find something he'd never would've expected...

Jimin sitting on the floor, scraping a razor against his arm.

When Jimin heard the door open, he jumped and threw the razor towards his closet.

"Jiminie!" Yoongi called out and shut the door, "What the hell do you think you're doing?" He whispered yelled so Jiseun wouldn't hear.

"Cutting myself."

"And why is that?"

"Eomma... I miss her..."

"Is that really a reason to harm yourself?" Yoongi scoffed, not believing his eyes.

Jimin nodded, "To me... it is a valid reason."

"Jimin..." Yoongi sat in front of the younger, "Not everything goes your way in life. When something turns bad, you don't hurt yourself over it. Your mom knew what was happening and warned you... she didn't want you to hurt and neither do I. So please stop this,okay?"

Rion's words echoed through Jimin's mind at that moment, 'Don't he such a momma's boy.'

Jimin shook his head, "It helps the pain."

"Jimin. Listen to me, please. I can't lose you, I'll never forgive myself if I do lose you. And I hate seeing you hurting yourself." Yoongi had tears running down his cheek.

Jimin wiped Yoongi's tears for him, "I can't promise anything... but please don't cry over it. If you really don't want anything to happen to me... then keep watch on me."

"I-i will." Yoongi smiled, "Can i spend the night tonight?"

Jimin but his lip, "Appa won't mind... so yeah." He nodded.

That night, Yoongi slept on the beanbag chair he loved so much while Jimin stood awake, staring at the sky from his balcony.

"Eomma..." Jimin spoke out loud. "My life is ruined now that you're gone..."

Jimin looked at Yoongi who was in the room behind him then back at the night sky, "But I think... I think Yoongi hyung can help me fix my life."
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