it was words that killed her

what's to live for.

MIA POV

there she was. Maggie she was alive.

" Maggie!." I said so happy to see her

she was about a yard away from me. a tried to move closer to her but something was holding me back. I looked down there was handcuffs holding me to a wall.

" why are you trying to kill yourself copy cat." she said in an irritated voice

"what? Maggie what are you talking about."

" answer the question. " she snapped at me harshly. this wasn't Maggie.

" no I wasn't trying to kill my self I just wasn't looking where I was going." I cried to her.

"good well that makes this more fun." Maggie said pulling out a gun from behind her.

"Maggie what are you doing." I screamed starting to cry harder.

"she didn't stop anything she loaded the gun and pointed it to my head. I screamed her name and well just plain out screamed.

" stop! "

"Maggie please"

"don't do this."

" please stop Maggie please." I sobbed out.

I heard a click and saw threw my blurry vision the she was just about to pull the trigger. then I heard a BAM. and knew she had pulled the trigger.

" STOP WAKE UP YOUR OK NOONES GOING TO HURT YOU."  it was the angel's voice

it was a dream it was all a dream I woke up and before I could stop myself I flung my arms around his neck. and I cried like a baby.

"why would she do that she was my friend." I sobbed out into his shirt.

he hugged me back to comfort me. he started to rub circles in my back trying to get me to calm down but I knew that wasn't going to work.

" shhhh it's ok it was just a dream your fine your going to be alright." he told me in a soothing voice.

I cried into the warmth he brought me. I cried my heart out to him. and he listened. well he couldn't really go anywhere in my hold. but he didn't even try to tell me to let go he sat there and listened to me.

"what's your name angel." I asked after I was finished. my voice was crackly from screaming in my dream and crying my ass off..

I felt his chest vibrate in a chuckle.

"I can tell you one thing it's not Angel." he chuckled

I smiled a little. "are you Shure cause you feel like an angel."

" well my name is Andrew but that sounds to formal so call me Drew." he said in a chuckle.

he pulled away a little to look at my face. " what's your name sweetheart."  

I looked into his chocolate brown eyes then answered. " Mia." he smiled.

" you do know I was the one that hit you with my car." he said looking at me seriously.

" I know but in a way you also saved me."  I say mumbling.

he looked at me quizzically with his eyebrows scrunched in the middle of his forehead.

" I was going to jump." he looked at me like he was still lost. " I was going to jump of the bridge about a block away from where we were."

he looked at me with eyes so wide it reminded me of an owl. he pulled me closer into him I felt the warmth again. I felt safe. protected.  like there was something to live for.

"why  would you do that. " he asked looking at me with concern.

" there's nothing to live for."  I said sighing felling not so warm and safe any more. I felt sad and the rock in my chest that I had forgotten about grew again and became more noticeable. my eyes started to burn with tears. I blinked a few times to keep from tearing up.

"she's not here any more I feel alone my world is so dark it's like nothing can ever go right any more. my parents are always at work it's just like every thing changed ever since she died."

" who's she."  he asked looking worried and sad at me.

"she was my friend Maggie she....she killed herself and ...I...I...I...watched her die .....r....r...r...right in my arms.....I...she was like part of me. " I say failing to hold back my tears well failing to hold back giant sobs

"shhh it's ok it's going to be alright." he said trying to calm me down

"no it's not she's not here neither are my parents I don't want to be alone any more."

I sobbed more he held me closer and tried to clam me down as I cried once again.

" I want her back I want my parents back I want a boyfriend that would love me too. I want a lot of shit that I know will never happen. I just want a happier life that can help me forget about all the stupid shit going on I just....." I was shut up. I was shut up by a kiss.

Drew kissed me to get me to shut up but it was a long kiss and I couldn't stop myself from kissing back. i wrapped my arms around his neck. he put his hands on my hips and pulled me closer. he pulled away and looked down at me.

" well now you have one of the thing that you thought you would never have and I am going to do my best as your boyfriend if you agree to do the best I can do to help you get those things."

"why are you doing this for me."

"because I know how it feels and someone like you shouldn't feel this way and I want to help you so you don't go threw what I had to go threw."  he said caressing my cheek and whipped away some of the tears that were streaming down my face.

I laid my head on his shoulder. "thank you Drew." I whisper into his ear falling asleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A\N~~~~~~~~~~~~

hi this chappie was kinda bad but it's a big part of the story

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