it was words that killed her

getting to know you

She was there Maggie was there but she had a gun facing me.

"Maggie what are you doing." I asked very confused

"I'm going to kill you what's it look like."

"Why Maggie."

"you were always just like them always judging me you never fooled me."

"what are you saying I was always your best friend I would never do that."

" bull shit you were always just like them your a liar. "she screamed.

"no Maggie I'm your friend we were always there for one another."

"liar you are a liar." she screamed again anger clearly showing threw her eyes.

" I never lied to you ever."

"you are such a good actress to bad you'll never be one."

"Maggie." I screamed her name. she put her finger on the trigger

"Maggie stop." I screamed my vision going blurry because of the tears filling my eyes

" stop please." I cry. I hear a click then a bang.

"wake up. it's ok. it's a dream. WAKE UP."

my eyes shot open to Drew. I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck and cried into his shoulder.

"shhh it's ok it was just a dream your fine I'm right here." he said rubbing circles into my back trying to sooth me.'

" I'm scared." I whimpered out feeling hot tears running down my cheek

I take a deep breath only to let another sob out. I wrapped my arms tighter around him clutching his blue t shirt in my hands. he held me closer to him and whispered into my ear soothing words.after a few minuets I stopped crying but I was still breathing hard trying to catch my breath. I buried my head beeper into the crook of his neck smelling his clone. I slept all that day and he stayed with me.

"do you want to talk about it do you want to tell me about your dream." he asked pulling a strand of hair from my face and tucking it behind my ear. I nodded then took a deep breath.

"she was going to kill me she had a gun to my head. she called me a liar. she called me on of them." I started to whimper. having tears run down my cheek. I started again.

"she said I was judging her she said I was on of them making fun of her. she called me a liar I never lied to her never. she was my best friend I loved her like she was a twin sister. it felt like she was my twin sister." I cried a little before carrying on.

" she shot me like I was nothing to her like we were never close friend that were friends since 2. I felt like I never knew her." I cried into his shoulder.

" I felt like I lost her again." I whimpered threw tears.

he held me to him again. he was breathing hard. I knew because I felt the rapid pumping of his chest against mine. I pulled away and looked up at him. tears were in his eyes and some were running down his cheeks. I put my hand on his cheeks and whipped away his tears with my thumbs.

"shh it's ok to cry hell just let it out you already just saw me cry out all the earth's salt water." I say chuckling into my tears running down my cheeks. he laughed with tilting his face into my palm.

" I know it's ok but sometimes I feel like it's not like it pulls back my past that I never wanted to remember ever again but I can't ever get rid of that memory cause it's stuck here." he said pointing to his head.

I smiled at him and kissed his forehead.

"that makes to of us but let's try to forget them. together."

he smiled and nodded at me." together." he told me in a strong but pained voice.

he turned his head kissing my palm then resting his hand on mine and closing his and around my small one. I laid my head back down on his shoulder closing my eyes taking in this moment trying to remember this instead of the memory haunting me.

" Drew." 

"umhummm." he mumbled back to me. holding me close to him with one arm and the other still wrapped with my hand.

" do you believe in God." I asked. tilting my head to see his face a little better. he looked down at me.

"yeah why."

"do you believe he has a plan for everyone."

"yes."

"well I believe I found out some of the plan he has for me. for us."

" and what is that." he asked having a curious look on his face.

" I believe some of our plan is to help each other get threw our past together. to help each other out. to believe that some thing that happen are good in a way no matter how bad the consequences are."  I looked up at him again to see what he thought and prayed he didn't think I'm a crazy chick.

"I believe your right and I promise I'll do everything I can to help you get threw with this."

" me too." I replied.  

he leaned down and kissed my cheek.

"hey Drew."

"yes Mia."

"what's your favorite color."

he chuckled. "yellow. why."

"I'm just getting to know you." I said sounding like it was obvious.

"what's yours sweet heart." he asked me this time

"green. " I said with confidence in my voice like it really meant something to me when it really didn't.

"what's your favorite move." he asked me a different question

" I love almost all the Disney movies the old fashioned kind like Cinderella and sleeping beauty. those kind." I say " what's yours."

" you know what I don't really have a favorite. I like a lot of them but I would have to say most of my favorite would be the old fashioned Disney movies too." he smiled down at me giving me a small peck on the lips.

~~~~~~~A\N~~~~~~~~

hey gotta go just so u know I made amends with my friend sorry this is fast my mom's being a crab and honestly it's kind of scaring me so gtg sorry I'll write you a longer author's note when I have time jk bye love yall

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