The Lane Boy

Lust

A few days ago she would've been in her room watching youtube. Now she found herself constantly looking out the window, hoping to see this lane boy character.

She didn't want to go skateboarding and seem like she was looking for him, even though she was. She didn't want to go running so early either, so she just went to the park.

There was no one else in the park other than her and a stray cat.

She sat against a column, looking toward the street so she could see if he passed by. After an hour or two, she got tired of just sitting there so she went skateboarding.

Passing by his house for the ninth time and there was no sign of him or his mom. She started feeling uneasy, remembering her crazy theory.
What if he doesn't really exist?

She had no idea what was happening, but the possibility of this lane boy being fake was freaking her out. As more time went by, the more her theory started to make sense to her.
* She suddenly saw the moving truck because she looked out the window, not because it made any noise.
* She had never seen him out first, she was always the first one to be outside.
* He was literally perfect.
* He had a cute puppy.

It was a crazy theory, but a crazier reality.

Since she had first seen him, not a day passes that she didn't see him again. It was already the afternoon and it was getting dark. Could it be that she wouldn't get to see him today? and if she didn't, would she ever see him again?

With that fear of not seeing him for an entire day and not getting to see him ever again, she went back to her house.

She couldn't deal with it anymore.
What was she feeling toward him?
It couldn't be love, and lust wasn't like her at all. Although, love was the only explanation for this immense fear of not seeing him ever again.