Guardian Angel

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

One Month Later

Nik

I was sitting in my second to last period writing another love note to Emily Rose. I wrote one every day. Its now been two months. Shes talking to me more but still keeping her distance.

Emily Rose,

When I found out you actually read my notes my heart lept. I think of you all the time and I want you back so much. I know now that what I had said to Torin was wrong and I am gratefully sorry.

In the past I have done really bad stuff. Most of it was when I was friends with Phoenix Im not now, now will I ever be again. Because of my attitude and the way I let people percieved me, I was known as "the bad boy" and I desperately want that title to go away. After meeting you I know I needed to change.

Ive changed so much so that I dont get the urge to go out and do something bad just to get attention. I want you so much it hurts that you wont talk to me in the way we used to. I love you ao much and I really cant lose you. Your the only girl for me and that wont ever change.

I'll be waiting for you. I'll wait for you forever if I need too.

I love you.

-Nik

After I was done with the note I folded it and held onto it until the end of the period. I had gym with her after that. I knew she wouldnt talk to me and I honestly didnt want to go. So I put the note in her locker before leaving the school not going to 12th period.

Emily Rose

It was night and I was tired, so I decided to go to bed early. I layed in bed thinking of Nik. Missing him down to his personality, the way he talks, the way he smiles, the way he walks, the way he carries himself, the way he can be sometimes cocky, the way he looks at me, the way he kissed me, the way he held me, and the love that he showed me. Eventually, I fell in a deep sleep.

I was with Nik and we were sitting at the table. It was our studyhall table we always used to sit at, but the lights were off and they were dim.

I looked around slightly confused as to why the lights were off and why only Nik and I were there. "Where was every body?" I thought to myself.

I looked over at Nik who smiled. "Dont be afraid." He told me.

"Be afraid of what?" I asked looking at him confused.

Nik didnt say anything and I froze as the lights started to flicker on and off. Nik kissed me to distract me I guess so I wouldnt be scared. All of a sudden Nik held me tighter and pushed me into his chest. I welcomed it, I mean I havent been in his embrace in two months. I missed him. I missed him so much it hurt. The kiss he gave me was urgent and hungry, like he didnt want to stop; honestly I didnt want him to.

All of a sudden Nik's hands got more possessive and he pushed my shirt up and off of me and he wasnt being his gentle self that he usually is. Nik was never overly rough with me ever and I knew something was wrong.

I opened my eyes and it wasnt Nik I was kissing it was Phoenix. He smiled seductively at me and I tried pushing away, but he wouldnt let me. His hands were so strong they held me tight against him. His hold was so tight I could barely take in a deep breath. "No, Phoenix stop." I said as he started to undo his jeans.

Phoenix shook his head. "No, its already to late for that." He said.

The light flicked off and stayed off and I couldnt see anything or what Phoenix was doing.