Chzzalpter XIX:ïämBegoth Day 2

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It's getting worse I'm starting to forget things. Nothing important but I feel like James. Hah James isn't that a comparison I wish I could make I wish I was in James's scenario right now. He's probably home right about now yelling at Danny for playing to much Mirrors Edge. If only those were my problems. My issues involve more life or death if others right now. Then again is that nessecarily a bad thing. Death is a natural way of life. All things live all things die all things must come to an end. What, why did I just write that? Of course it's a bad thing if people die! I'm not a God who am I to choose people's fate.
I take it back theirs no way I could be a demon not even a demon is this evil a demon has some restraint and at least give some dignity to it's victims. Cold hearted ruthless killer is what I am. I wonder if if theres a Beast for that? I'm sure there is somewhere in that 15 page magazine at the library.
Maybe a Titan, those kind of have a God complex that I'm feeling right about now. They also had a variety of powers. Maybe just maybe. That doesn't matter right now all that matters is that I keep a piece of my humanity intact.
My name is Ben Roys and I.............................................................................................and I can't remember I can't remember I can't remember I can't remember I can't remember why can't I remember! I can't remember why I can't remember!
Why can't I remember why I can't remember! When was I born how old am I where I am I? Why can't I remember.
Oh I guess I did lose it. I don't remember how I lost it I just remember I lost it, but how do I remember I lost it there must be something I remember that I can't remember.

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