Hold On To The Feelings(mingkit Fanfic)

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OK! This time I decided to ignore him. Let's see if it really bothers him. If he likes me it surely will bother him.

I was with yo when I saw p'kit, p'pha and p'beam coming towards us. I observed p'kit's facial expressions from the distance. It was uneasy. For a moment our eyes met. But he instantly looked away.

"Yo, I need to go to the bathroom" I said to wayo and left before they make it to here.

"But ming....wait.." I heard yo calling from behind.

Since I decided to ignore p'kit I should not be around him. But now I'm all alone I have nothing to do. Classes will start in 20 minutes so I still have lot of free times before going to class. So I just went around and flirt with some girls. Don't get me wrong, I like p'kit but since we're not dating and I'm not sure if p'kit likes me back or not, I think it's OK to flirt around a little. There is no harm right?

Oh shit! I didn't even realized it's already time. I better hurry or I'm gonna be late for the class.

I was rushing towards the class when suddenly I bumped into someone. Lucky enough I was able to caught him from falling.
It was p'kit.
I just flashed him a smile and rushed back towards the class. He must be surprised cause I didn't said anything to him.

It was lunch break. I was in the middle of finishing my lunch when again I saw p'pha and p'kit coming towards us. But wait! Where is p'beam? Maybe on a date with p'forth.

Now I can't even ignore p'kit cause I'm hungry and I have no intention to leave my precious lunch like this.

They came and sit in front of us.
"Wayo, I need to talk to you" p'pha said. And before wayo can say anything, p'pha got up from his sit and drag wayo with him.

And here goes my 'operating ignoring p'kit' plan. I just flashed him a smile again and continued shoving my lunch.

"Ming...." He started after a moment.
I just hmmed and looked at him. He looked different than usual. He looks paler and dead. Is he sick again?

"Ming....we need to talk" he said.

"Talk about what?" I asked confused.

"About.....about us?" He said awkwardly kinda questioning himself.
Us? Hmm...p'kit is on track. I mentally smirked to myself. But I decided to act clueless.
"Us? What about us? Did we had something to do?" I asked pretending to be clueless.
"No! I....I mean about yesterday......." He started but I cut him off
"Ohh...that? Forget about it. Don't think too much" I said and continued eating again.
Suddenly he got up from his sit and left harshly.
I can tell he's angry from his action, but it's worth it.

And after that I haven't seen him whole day.

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"Ming, do you know what's wrong with p'kit?"
"Huh?? Like what?" I asked confused.

"You didn't know? I heard he collapsed in the bathroom today after lunch break. P'pha found him there lying senseless." Wayo replied. Which got me really shocked.

"What?? I didn't know that. Where is he now?" I asked still shocked.
"He's resting in his room" wayo said.
As soon as I heard it I ran towards p'kit's room.

The door wasn't lock probably because his friends are coming to check on him. I entered the room and saw him sleeping on his bed. P'pha and p'beam were there too.

"Is he alright pee?" I asked.

"Yes, thankfully it's nothing serious. It's just he was really weak from lack of sleep and his sickness wasn't helping too. So, he collapsed." P'pha replied.

I just nodded understandingly. But I wondered why he's having sleepless nights?

"And ming, can you wait here for a bit? Me and beam are going to get some medicine for him." P'pha asked.

"OK! p'" I said and they left.

I sit on the bed and held his hand. His hands were really warm. He slowly opened his eyes. I smiled at him again.
Suddenly he got angry and yelled at me.
"Enough with that smile. I really want to slap that smile off of your face. And why are you even here?" He's really cute even though he's angry.

"P', you should not get angry right now. You're really weak." I said.
"And why aren't you sleeping enough at nights to get this weak.?" I asked.

Then he turned his back at me.
"Why are you even here? Acting like you care." I heard him muttering.
His voice was kinda broken. Is he crying?

"Are you crying?" I asked while making him face me again.

"Stop it. Don't look at me. I'm not crying" he said with muffled voice while hiding his face with his hands.

"P'! Just tell me what's wrong?" I asked worried.

"It's hard ming. This feelings are all new to me. It's hard to sleep while thinking and trying to understand about this feelings. I have never felt anything like this towards a guy before. And I even get jealous every time I saw you flirting with other girls." He explains.
"But why am I even telling you this. You probably don't care." He added and broke down.

So this is what keeping him up all night.

I just slammed my lips against his to stop him from crying. He instantly stopped crying. It was clear, that he was shocked. He didn't response, so pulled back.

"Stop crying p'kit. I care, I care so much about your feelings. It was the same for me before liking you I'm sure I was straight." I said and kisses his tears off.

"Do you wanna give us a try?" I asked.

"I....I don't kno.......hmmmp..." He started but I cut him off with another kiss. This time he responded back. After a heated kiss, we both pulled back to catch our breath.

"I'll not take 'no' for an answer" I said while looking at him in the eyes.

He just smile and nodded.

I chuckled to myself remembering how I wanted him to confess to me by the end of this week.

"Now, get a long rest so that you'll be back to normal and we can go on a date. My KitKat." I said and peck his lips one more time.

"Hey don't call me that" he said.

"Sorry but you have to bear with me, cause from now on I'm gonna call you by this name my KitKat."

A/n: yeahh...mingkit is official now:)
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