Having a Bad Day, Need A Little Sunshine

False Life

I live a false life

And you don't know about it

I deal with an inner strife

And you don't benefit

There is a monster in me

That has me in a cell

I will never be free

I will always be in hell

But I'm always smiling

And no one notices

That I stopped trying

And am no longer the strongest

I soon become red

From a cut I made

I was consumed by regret

That the devil persuade

Now I live no longer

Because my mind had wandered