I unlocked the door to see Ryan
"Oh hey Ryan" I did as casually as I could "hey what are you up to?" Ryan asked
"Just siting around in my room you know" I said "y/n you wrists are bleeding" Ryan said pointing at my wrists.
"Oh I don't know" I responded but that answer wasn't good enough for Ryan since he came over to me
"W-what are you doing" I asked "checking your wrists" Ryan responded. I pulled my wrists away from him not wanting him to see the cuts I made.
"Y/n let me see your wrists" Ryan said "no" I replied "y/n" Ryan said. "Fine" i said as I gave in.
I gave Ryan my wrists and he pulled up the sleeves. "Y/n why did you do this you could have takes to me or katniss" Ryan told me
"Look it's hard and if your gonna yell at me the just leave I already have enough people that hate me so you can become one too!" I yelled
"Y/n I'm not just gonna leave you when you are hurting" Ryan said "I'm not hurting your hurting me by staying here!" I yelled
"Y/n just clam down" Ryan said as he hugged me. And I hugged back.
What are these emotions I'm feeling. I hate Ryan but then I hug him what is going on?????!!! I screamed in my head.
"Ryan I just can't do it anymore" I whispered. "But you have to stay here we all do" Ryan told me
"Not if you find away out but you stopped me!" I yelled "y/n calm down" Ryan said.
"I can't it's something in me that won't allow me too!" I yelled. "Y/n came with me I need to show you something" Ryan said and grabbed my hand.
He brought me out of katniss's house and to his car. He drove to a hill.
We got out of the car and he walked me to a bench at the top off the hill.
~Josh's pov~
"Tyler I'm gonna do it" I said as I picked up my phone. I went to the message app and clicked y/n.
I text her that I'm sorry and it was a mistake. But the message failed to send. Did she change her number?
Did something happen to her or her phone?
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Ok yeah I know this is a really short chapter. The reason is I have to go to a cookout so hopefully later I will post something later today but know promises. And I'm so sad I didn't get tickets to the tour de Columbus. But whatever
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