Dear Journal,
I can't even talk to him without wanting to kiss him. Everything about him is so... perfect. His eyes, his smile, how he holds himself. But he's happy, he's happy without me.
I don't dare write his name, because if I did I know I would have no way to give him up.
I love him, how could I do this? He sees me as nothing but a friend.
friend
frend/
noun
1. a person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically exclusive of sexual or family relationships. lov·er
lover
ˈləvər/
noun
1. a person having a sexual or romantic relationship with someone.
Signed,
John Jay
