Despacito | s. ramos

8 - "Get out !"

I feel so dizzy and I'm not sure of what's in front of me.

- Nelia ? What are you doing here ? My brother asks me.

I shake my head. It's not the right time to tell him the situation between Antoine and I.

- Hm, Antoine is... he is sick so I decided to let him sleep alone, you know I don't want to be sick too... I lie.

Cris furrows his brows.

- I saw him yesterday, he didn't look sick to me but okay... he replies.

I sigh. Sergio is looking at me from head to toes and raises his brows.

I wonder what he is thinking, and I suddenly remember that I'm sleeping on James lap.

I close my eyes. Shit.

- Hum well, I think we're gonna go to bed, night Nel, my brother says.

I quickly turn my head in his direction.

- What ? Sergio is sleeping here ? I ask.

- I am, yeah, Sergio answers, rolling his eyes.

I look a him a bit confused. Why is he so bipolar ? I mean we hugged yesterday and he was so nice with me, but right now he's acting like a proper bitch.

- Okay... I just say.

Cristiano starts to walk towards his room and he turns to look at Sergio.

- You can sleep in the guest room Sese, but feel free to watch TV here, he informs Sergio.

Sergio looks at me with no expressions.

- I'm going to bed, things are going pretty fast here, he says looking at James and back to me.

Who do he thinks he is ??? I'm burning inside and I just want to throw a well deserved punch in his bitchy face.

- Excuse me ? I say.

He turns around to face me.

- What ? He asks.

I clench my fists.

- What are you on about ??? We are just sleeping ! I shout.

- Yeah, yeah, you sleep with guys you don't know, I see, he smiles.

I can't help myself to hate him. I stand up from the couch and walk in his direction.

- Who the fuck do you think I am Ramos ?!

- I know what kind of girl you are now, no needs to complain to me about Antoine, you're worst than this asshole. Maybe the punchs were deserved after all, he states.

I am in shock. Tears are starting to form in my eyes and my heart is racing. How can he say that... I feel so bad because of what Antoine did and Sergio is just making me feel even worst.

- Get out of my house... I mumble.

- What ?

- You heard, just get out.

For a second, I can see a bit of regret in his eyes but he quickly looks at the ground.

- Get out and I'll never see you again Sergio, I sob.

He doesn't say anything, he just walks to the door and opens it.

He turns around to face me one more time and my heart skips a bit.

- Get out ! I cut him.

And he shuts the door behind him. What a fucking asshole...

I feel so so bad right now. I can't just stand there and live my life like nothing happened. The situation between Antoine and I is driving me crazy. I have to talk to Cristiano...

I slowly walk to my brother's room, trying to be as quiet as possible to let James sleep in peace.

I open the door and find Cris sitting on his bed, watching some videos.

- Cris..? I ask.

He looks at me with a smile.

- Oh Nelia, come in, he says.

My tummy hurts. I don't know where to begin. I walk towards him and sit on his bed.

- I have to talk to you about something... I start, trying not to look too sad.

But Cristiano knows me, and I can swear that he already knows that there is a problem.

- I lied... I lied to you about Antoine...

I can feel his gaze burning my cheek. I can't look at him in the eyes right now.

- What happened Nelia... he asks me, trying to hide his anger.

I sigh.

- He... he called me things and he...

- He what ?? Come on Nel, tell me. I'm going to explode anyway.

- Please don't do stupid things Cris, if I'm telling you this right now it's because I trust you and I just need to talk to someone...

- To someone ??? I'm your brother Nelia !!! How can I just sit here listening to you without doing anything ??? What did he do for god sakes ??!! He screams.

- Calm down, please...

He sighs, and he takes my hand, rubbing it with his thumb.

- Tell me now, he says.

- He has hit me.

- When ? He asks.

- Today, this is why I was there with James, Fernando drove me here, I explain.

- Fernando ? He was there too ??

- No, no ! He just came to give back his keys to Antoine and I took the opportunity to escape, I state.

Cristiano clenches his fists.

- But I'm fine Cris...

- I don't care, he is gonna pay for what he did.

I look at my feet. Maybe Antoine deserves it, but I don't want them to fight anyway...

- Hey, Cris says as he put his hand on my cheek. I love you, don't forget about that.

- I love you too Cris.

He smiles at me and I fell asleep in his arms.

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I'm sooooo sorry it's not a very good update :(( next chapter is gonna be better !!