When my hands, eyes, legs and face get caught in a loop of overthinking,
over feeling and over exerting myself to the probability
that I can't fix this, I can't do this or how it didn't even happen yet
and I'm all over the place. So in Layman's term:
I fucked myself before the situation fucks me over or before someone else fucks me over
while in reality not everyone is out to get me.
Fuck me.
