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prologue

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  "I hate you Hae-ra! I can't believe I dated you need freak. " Sehun shouted.

My eyes started to tear up as he walked away.

'am I that ugly?'

"AHH!! SEHUN WAIT! "

what? it was just the past that haunted me in my dreams. It's been quite some time since graduation.  Was it 5 years already?

I unlock my phone and scroll down my Instagram. Photos of Oh Sehun fill up my feed. Right Sehun became an idol after he left me. Pfft, I wonder if he ever regrets it?

"Choi Hae-ra! Singing practice at 9 and dance at 12!" Tae Jun shouted from outside my room.

"yes, I'm awake Oppa."

I took a shower and wear my clothes that Tae Jun had prepared for me the day before. I've been a trainee for 2 years and the company feels like this year I should debut since I have been working my hardest. I was so excited after they announced my debut date since then I worked 2 times my harder.

It's only a few more days since my debut. I will need to greet all the other idols as I'm a newbie in the show industry. I have to learn all the choreography of my songs. I have been a ballerina since I was 2, I still meet my coach after I had to quit ballet to be an idol. People around me called me "pretty, cute, beautiful" all those but honestly, I feel ugly cause I didn't go under the knife but if I did I'm disgusted by myself. 

I walk to the van that my manager is waiting for me. He hands me a cup of detox tea and a salad for my breakfast. The driver drives to the company and I starts to eat my breakfast as the journey there takes 20 minutes. As my manager talks about my schedule after my dance practice. I have a photo shoot for my album and we will discuss the music video. 

After 20 minutes or so we arrive at S.M. Entertainment, I know Oh Sehun and I are in the same company little does he know he's too busy to even notice other trainees. As I walk in the company I drink my tea and I was on my phone for awhile as I put my phone down. I greeted sunbaenim SHINee as they walk towards me. 

"Oh Hae-ra? How're these few days been before your debut?" Jonghyun asked. "Busy but I'm excited about my debut, I hope you look forward to my singles," I answer. "Of course we will," Onew said as he places his hand on my shoulder. "Right, I have vocals lessons now. I'll make a move first." I said as I bow to them. Making my way to the practice room I open the door to see EXO inside. I look at them confused. I look at the practice room number and I'm sure that it's the correct room. I greeted them and Suho spoke up. "Hae-ra are you using this room? " "I'm pretty sure I am?"I answer. 

"Choi Hae-ra, We changed room, my dear girl." Tae jun voice was heard from the next door. "AH~ Oppa you should have told me earlier. Sorry to interrupt your training." I bow and as I was about to walk to the next room. "Choi Hae-ra?" A familiar voice stopped my steps. "Yes?" I turn as I see Sehun walks towards me. "Are you Choi Hae-ra that is going to debut soon?" Sehun asked. "Yes... Um, then I will be going now." I said and bow to them. 

Does Sehun recognise me after all these years?