CHAPTER 16....
Justin's p.o.v
When I had finished styling my hair and getting ready to take Selena out, I walked back into my bedroom.
"Selena..." I called, but I got no answer back. Maybe she's downstairs.
I walked down each step, finally reaching the bottom and called put for her again."Selena, where are you?" Still, no reply.
Is she hiding from me again..?! No her shoes and bag are gone..I searched the kitchen, the living room, the dinning room, I even checked upstairs again. She was no where.
I raced back to my bedroom and grabbed my phone from the bedside cabinet. Searching through my contacts, I found her number and called her.
"Pick up, pick up, pick up." I mumbled to myself. Her phone rang and rang. But she never answered.
Why would she just leave? I don't understand! Why- what did I do wrong... I need to speak to her, sort things out between us. No, Justin. Give her some space. That's all she needs, just some time to think things over...
Maybe she doesn't like me the way I thought she did....
I was thinking about her so much, I hadn't realised I was pacing up and down my bedroom. Sighing in defeat, I threw myself onto my bed. I need to do something to get my mind off of her... Twitter! Yes! I'll talk to my fans, they always make me happy.
I decided to do a big follow/tweet spree. I always see them asking me to do one, so I did. Seeing their reactions to my follow makes me smile. It is honestly amazing how something like that could make their day. I had been on twitter for about an hour now. I hadn't thought of Selena once. That was until I was scrolling through my timeline and her tweet popped up at the top.
"@SelenaGomez: I'm sorry..."
Staring at her tweet for a while I started to think again. What if it wasn't indirected to me... No, it must be. She just walked out with no explination...
I was pacing up and down my room again. A bad habit of mine. It always happens when I over think. I stopped myself and sat on the end of my bed. I need to speak to her.
Dialling her number and holding the phone to my ear, my leg started to shake with nerves. If she does pick up, what will I say? What if she doesn't want to talk to me...
"Come on. Please pick up." I whispered to myself.
No answer.i can't lose her, she takes my problems away she makes me forget all the bad.i need her.
I tried calling her another 6 times, but she still didn't pick up.
How could I let this happen I know it's about the bedroom incident, I was only looking out for her though that's why I told her we should slow down.wait a while maybe I did the wrong thing, why do I always fuck things up!!!"UGHHH"
I slammed my fist into the wall...."Right, I need to get out of here."
I went downstairs and grabbed my car keys. Locking my front door, I walked over to my car, unlocked it and climbed in. Pulling out of my drive way, the paparazzi where waiting outside trying to snap shots of Me god I hate them so much..I put my foot down and headed to the studio. I needed to stop thinking about Selena, music is my biggest distraction, so hopefully this will work.
These were the times I wished I was a normal guy, literally can't breathe without the papz on my case.
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I've been in the studio for a good two hours now. Still thinking about Selena. I wonder what she's doing right now. She's probably at home, sitting with Millie....
Millie! Of course! I have Millie's number! I can call her and ask what's wrong with Sel. I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and found Millie's number saved into my phone, pressing the "call" button, I pressed my phone to my ear, praying that she would pick up.
After a few rings, I heard her high-pitched voice on the other end of the phone."Hello?" She answered.
"Millie! Thank god you picked up!" I said excitedly.
"What's wrong?..."
"Well, I'm actually asking you the same thing. What's up with Selena? Why did she leave?" Millie paused for a while. Then I heard a door shut and Millie was whispering into the phone.
"Okay, she's explained every-"
"Is she angry at me? Have I done something wrong?" I cut her off.
"Justin, just listen for a second!" She sounded annoyed.
"Okay..." I sighed, sitting down on the couch.
"She's not angry at you. She loves you, a lot actually. She just got scarred that you didn't like her anymore after what happened, she's scarred of getting too attached to you Incase you leave her That's why she's not answering your calls either, she's worried what you might say or think of her."
"What? I really L- I really love her Millie! How could she think that!?"
"I don't know, Justin. But she likes you a lot, don't forget that."
"I know she does! And I love her too!"
"Well, maybe you could- "
"Millie, who are you talking to?" I heard Selena's voice in the background.
"I've got to go! Good luck!" Millie rushed.
"No! Wait!" The line went dead before she could answer. I need to go home... Now. I ran to my car, and speed home. Going straight into my bedroom. If she's not going to answer my calls how can I speak to her. I don't want to go round there incase she's not ready to see me just yet... Think, Justin, think.
I can leave a voice message! Yes! I can just explain to her what she means to me and how much I love her.
Grabbing my phone and calling her for what seemed to be the hundredth time today, I rang until it went to voice mail.
"Hey, sorry I can't come to the phone right now, leave a message and I'll get back to you when I can." Her voice message rang through my ears.
I waited for the beep, then recorded my message:
"Hey babe, it's me. Just thought I'd call and tell that I love you so, so, so, so much. Just wanted to let you know that you are, my princess. You are worthy of all the love in the world. You're the love of my life."
I hung up and put the phone to my chest... "Please come back to me sel, please."
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It had been about and hour since I left Selena that message. Maybe she hadn't heard it yet, or her phone had died or something.
I was sitting on my sofa, watching White Chicks. Man, I love this film. I ordered some Chinese food about 20 minuets ago, so that should be here soon.
I just want to talk to Selena. Know that she's okay, tell her I love her.god I miss her smile...
"Yo, hold my poodle. Yo hold my poodle." I laughed at the tv, then the door bell rang.
I got some money from the coffee table and headed to the door, I was starving. All this worrying has really built up an appetite. Pulling the door open, I was counting the money in my hands.
"I love you." I looked up to find Selena standing there, with tear stains on her cheeks.
*authors note.
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