Harry Styles imagines (completed)

#35 panic attack

(Y/n's Point of view)

I was at one of my friend Grace's parties, it wasn't very fun at all in fact I regret coming at all. I hated partying I never liked being around people all that much or loud music or alcohol it was never my kind of scene especially without harry there as my safe place, but Grace had begged me to come she said it was going to be fun and that There wasn't going to be very many people I would've asked harry to come but he was at the studio working on some things so with a sigh I agreed to come which I hundred percent regret.

Here I am now standing in the corner trying to get away from people my heart was racing I never liked being in a close proximity to anyone I didn't know and I didn't know anyone here except for Grace and she had left my side hours ago. I could feel the anxiety and panic start to sit in I was alone in a unfamiliar place. I hated it so much I just wanted my HarBear.

But to my relief the party started to die down a small bit and my friend was back by my side so I started to calm down a little bit but not much. when I thought that the panic and anxiety had finally gone away I saw someone I never ever wanted to see again my abusive ex boyfriend Adam.

Horrible memories of when he used to yell at me and hit me started to flash through my head and The panic quickly came back full force, I pulled on Grace's arm she looked at me with a questioning look I pointed to Adam and he made eye contact with me and gave me an evil smirk. Grace finally understood why my breathing became very very uneven in fact I started to hyperventilate and tears started to pour from my eyes.

To say I was scared was an understatement grace quickly took my hand and lead me out side. I couldn't breathe I was so scared "i-i-i-"I started to say but I couldn't finish speaking between hyperventilating and sobbing. I need my HarBear he's the only one who can calm me down "you you what Y/n?"Grace asked looking at me with nothing but worry not sure what to do "I-I-I-I n-n-n-need m-m-my h-h-h-harry p-p-p-please"I barely got out between sobs and heavy breathing "ok ok I'm sorry I dragged you into this I didn't know he was going to be here. i'll call Harry and he'll get here as soon he as can OK but you need to calm down a little bit"she said I quickly nodded and handed her my phone.

(Harry's Point of view)

"Just stop your crying It's the sign of th-"I was cut off from recording when my phone rang Y/n's name flashing across screen. I quickly took off the headphones and pressed the green button "hello love"I said smiling but that quickly faded when I Heard sobbing and heavy breathing "hello y/n what's wrong baby"I say again worry very evident in my voice "Harry" I heard Grace y/n's friend say "what happened Grace what's wrong what happened to my kitten why is she so upset"I asked very quickly and very upset, I could still hear my girlfriends sobs in the background and my heart broke "Adam showed up and y/n saw him and they made eye contact and he gave her an evil smirk and she started to freak out. I brought her outside but she hasn't calmed down much. she's barely been able to say anything between the sobbing and hyperventilating, The only thing she's been able to get out that I was able to understand is that she needs you. she is having one of her panic attacks and I don't know what to do you're the only one who knows how to calm her down. so you need to get here as soon as possible"she said

"OK I'll be there soon as I can I'm leaving now hand the phone over to her"I said sternly I was upset that y/n's ex Adam was there all I wanted to do is punch him, he has hurt y/n so much physically and emotionally but I was more upset that I wasn't there with her to protect her and to help her calm down from her panic attack "h-harry"I heard the week and very upset voice of my girlfriend say "baby you need to breathe OK you're OK I'm going to be there as soon as I can alright breathe. I love you so much i'm not going to let him hurt you ok"I said trying to calm her down "o-o-o-ok"I heard her say or more like stutter her breathing started to calm down a little bit but not much just by my voice. I quickly got into my Range Rover and started the engine and then drove off to Grace's house where I knew the party was at.

as soon as I got there I saw y/n and Grace out front y/n was curled up into a ball with her knees up to her chest rocking back-and-forth Grace was rubbing her back but it didn't seem to be helping much. I quickly got out of the car and ran towards her wrapping my arms around her "it's OK baby I'm here it's OK he can't hurt you you're alright baby"I said holding her in my lap with my arms wrapped tightly around her and her breathing started to calm down more but she was still crying and her breathing wasn't yet normal. so I started sing her favorite song of mine.

Sweet creature

had another talk about where its going wrong

but we're still young

we don't know where were going

but we know where we belong

And oh we started two hearts in one home

it's hard when we argue

we're both stubborn, I know

But oh

sweet creature, sweet creature

Wherever I go, you bring me home

sweet creature, sweet creature

when I run out of road, you bring me home 

Sweet creature

running though the garden, oh where

nothing bothered us

but we're still young

I always think about you and how we don't speak enough

And ohhh, we started two hearts in one

home I know it's hard when we argue

we're both stubborn, I know

But oh

Sweet creature,sweet creature

wherever I go, you bring me home Sweet creature, sweet creature

when I run out of rope you bring me home. . .

And ohhh, when we started

Just two hearts in one home

It gets harder when we argue

We're both stubborn,I know

But oh

Sweet creature, sweet creature

Wherever I go, you bring me home

Sweet creature, sweet creature

When I run out of road, you bring me home . . . You bring me home

When I was done her breathing was steady and the tears are dried. her eyes were closed she had fallen asleep tired from everything. I kissed her forehead and then I thanked Grace for calling me and taking her outside. I stood up with y/n still asleep in my arms and carried her to the car, I gently put her in the front seat and put her seat belt on and then ran over to my side of the car. I looked over at her sleeping peacefully, I smiled and let out a sigh of relief and then started the car and drove home.

Once we got home she was still asleep I know she would be it was one of her more violent panic attacks. I picked her up in my arms and brought her inside. I went up to our bedroom and laid her down she had woken up a little bit and I helped her get undressed and put a pair of sweat pants and my T-shirt on and laid her back in the bed, then I got undressed leaving me in only my boxers and crawled in to bed with her wrapping my arms around her and pulling her towards me "I love you so much"I whispered in her ear even though I knew she had fallen back to sleep after a few minutes of just admiring her sleeping peacefully and making sure that she was OK I fell asleep.

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OK so I know I said I was going to do high school part two today but I got this idea instead because I kind of experience panic attacks a lot and sweet creature is one of my favorite songs off Harry's album so I wanted to write something about that I hope you guys enjoy don't forget to vote and comment and share.love you all❤️😊

Updated on 6/21/2017 word count 1519 writer Zalla