I envied her
I envied her smile
So capturing. So beautiful.
Infectious as it would make
others around you
smile as well.I tried to smile
Tugging the end of my
chapped lips into a curve.
It seemed.
So fake. So forced.Everyday I practice
in front of the mirror
But I can't do itHers seems so true, so lively and filled with joy.
Mine looked dead, emotionless, false-What does she have that I don't?

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Poetry➸ lucid thoughts of a wandering mind At daylight, at twilight and at midnight