It's been a few days since Josh asked Ty, And they have done nothing but spend time together. Trying to get back the years wasted away by obnoxious nerves.
Tyler wakes up before Josh every morning, Josh doesn't get to bed until 4am every morning. Tyler woke up this morning to Josh just sitting on his side. He looked like he hasn't slept. "What's up baby"
Tyler asks Josh, Josh doesn't answer. "Baby?"
Tyler asks again.
"Oh I'm sorry babe, I just haven't slept"
. Josh kisses Tyler on the cheek.
"Why haven't you slept yet"
Tyler is worried, He knows Josh has stopped taking his pills.
"I just can't"
Josh says rubbing his eyes,
"Well are you tired?"
Tyler wants him to sleep. "I don't know" Josh covers his face.
Tyler tries to pry away his hands, but it doesn't work.
"Baby it's okay"
Tyler says while he hugs and trys to calm down Josh. Tyler slowly rub his back while he tells him it will be okay. "Calm down babe, It will all be okay". Josh was on pills for Anxiety and Insomnia. He stopped taking them because he says they were taking over his life. Josh starts to shake, Tyler knows what this means, He is starting to have a panic attack.
"No no no, Don't cry"
Tyler hugs him tighter and closer
"I love you".
Josh starts to breath heavily, He hasn't calmed down, Tyler doesn't know what to do now.
"What do I do", " I need to help him but I don't know how"
Tyler's head is thinking 50 things a minute.
"Baby I need you to do something for me"
Tyler says, Trying not to break down himself.
"H-hm"
Josh muttered out, it's getting harder for him.
"Try your hardest to relax .Please".
Tyler rubs his back and kisses his shoulder as he holds him tight.
An hour goes by, Josh can speak some words now.
"T-ty"
he mutters,
"yes Jish"
Tyler feels a sign of relief.
"I-im sorry"
Tyler kisses his cheek a couple times "Baby, its not your fault, I'm always going to be here"
He rubs his back softly
"Always".
Josh looks at Tyler and kisses him. Their eyes are locked and they threw away the key. Josh slightly smiles. Tyler smiles back and kisses him playfully
"I love you Josh"
" I love you Tyler"
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The Drummer And The Singer
Fanfiction* Contains descriptions of anxiety and panic attacks* Josh is not acting like himself. His nerves have taken him over. This fanfiction is about the love between band members. And their battle of their demons
