Death Omnibus: Book 1~ Suicide Silence

Falling Inside The Black

His hands burned like fire as his gently caressed my bare thigh. His lips hungry against mine, fighting for dominance. I tangled my hands in his hair smiling as he pushed me back against the pillows. His mouth moved from mine skimming down my neck to my chest. I moaned and arched my back so my entire body was pressed against his. I traced my hands down his toned, bare, chest until I reached his pants. I swiftly unbuckled them pushing them down on his waist.

He growls and moves my hands away, taking off his pants and then my dress in turn. He pulls away then and admires my naked body, a sweet smile on his face. Then he reaches down and runs his nose along the column of my neck. “You don’t know how long I’ve waited for this.” he says and I open my mouth to tell him to stop waiting, but I don’t get to. He kisses me again, taking advantage of my open mouth.

His tongue touches every inch of my mouth, moving slowly, as if trying to memorize everything. I feel his shift above me, then he eases his way inside me.

Pleasure shoots through me and I moan. Desire and pleasure rushes through my veins as he picks up speed. Thrusting himself harder and faster. I sink my nails in his back, arching my body up in time with his thrusts, doubling the pleasure for both of us. I cry out in satisfaction as pure bliss consumes me. I scream his name and he groans as he cums.

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There’s a pounding on the doors as we get dressed. “Saliyah! Are you in there? What the fuck is going on!?” I hear my step dad call.

“Shit. You need to go now!” I tell Dev. “Don’t have to tell me twice.” he says pulling open the window and jumping out.

I turn to the door ready to face my step dad. As soon as I open the door, pain explodes on my face. I grip my cheek as I yelp in pain. He had slapped me. “What the fuck were you doing?” he asks slapping me again.

“Who the fuck is Dev? The guy your fucking? Who the hell do you think you are? Sleeping around in my house! Your just like your fucking mother!” he pushes me to the floor and punches me again. I go to hit him back, but he grabs me hands and slams me against the nearest wall.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” he asks, again slamming me against the wall. My head bounces against the wall, and I immediately feel blood slip down my neck. Hot tears slip down my face as he punches me again, this time in the nose. I feel it break and scream, kneeing him in the groin.

Bad move.

His hands go to my throat. Squeezing the very life from my body. The blackness begins to form at the edges of my vision. In teetering on the edge, dancing in that place between tot two words, but before I can fall he releases me.

He says nothing as he walks out the room, not even looking back to make sure I’m okay.

I let my body slip down the wall, like the tears dripping from my face. My entire body quakes from the shock of his blows.

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When she arrives home, she looks in my room. When she sees me she gives a start and runs to me. “Saliyah! What happened to you? How did this happen?” she says worry in her voice.

I breathe in deeply through my mouth before saying “He did it. He hit me.”

“What? What did you do Saliyah?” she asks, turning on me now.

“What did I do? What did I fucking do? He hit me and your asking what I did?”

“He never hits unless you do something wrong!” she yells at me, raising off the floor.

“So all the times he hits you is when you do something wrong. Like last night. Did you put his plat the wrong way? Cause he hit you for it. Did you hand him his drink the wrong way? Cause he hit you for it. Did you fucking say ‘I’m sorry’ wrong? Cause he hit you for that too! God Mom! What the hell are you even with him? He does nothing but complain and treat you like shit! What the fuck do you see in him?!”

“He helps us with everything Saliyah! Everything. You just cant regretful can you? You can be happy that you have things you want? I’m with him because of you. You who always have to do things for school and need rides to college classes at all hours of the day. He takes his time to do that for you!”

I laugh at this statement, it’s the funniest thing I’ve heard all my life. “Is that what he’s been telling you? That fucking lair! He hasn’t taken me to classes since last year! I haven’t been out of the house since then. I haven’t gotten any money, nothing. He’s been lying to you the entire time! He’s using you! Cant you see that!”

“You’re lying. You’re lying Saliyah. He has done nothing but help. All he does is help! Don’t lie about him like that!

“I’m not lying mom! Why cant you believe me?” I didn’t think it possible but more tears poured down my face.

“You are lying Saliyah! I know it! All you do is lie to me!” that cut deep. Deeper than I expected it to. Any composure I had left shattered. I couldn’t take it any more. I needed to get out. Get away from all of it

. I pushed past her and into the bathroom. I lock the door as I begin to work. Puling down the curtains and ripping them, fashioning them into a rope.

“I didn’t lie. I did not lie!” I find myself saying as I tie the curtain to the rod and wrap it around my neck. I step onto the top of the tub to that when I fall this will work. In wont have to deal with it anymore.

“I. Did. Not. Lie.”

I say, then step down from the tub. The curtain gets tighter around my neck, securing me in place. I smile as I see the blackness playing at the edge on my sight. I’m dancing on the edge of the blackness, just waiting for it to swallow me whole. My body trembles in pain, but a smile crosses my face just before I fall. the black consuming me. I’m falling inside the black. My body floating in perfect bliss.

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