Relight My Fire {Barlowen}

Chapter 2

Gary's POV:

I really want to kiss him...Mark just looked so cute in his outfit and his crystal sparkling blue eyes almost made me fall down to my knees everytime I saw him. I lean in and give him a hug , however I think Mark was expecting something else as he has the expression of a shocked face on him. "Oh..." Mark says under his breath thinking that I could not hear his words, but I did. "Everything ok Markie ?" I ask with a worried looking face on me. "You love me ?...But...I just cant live with the thought of hurting you if you want to be with with me ...you know in like a ..." I see him blush immensaly again and he fists his hands tight trying to make the words escape from his mouth easier. "You mean in like a relationship ?" I cut him off which he looks quite annoyed about as he was just about to say those exact same words to me. Mark leans his head against a wall and puts his fingers through his hair and sighs "yes". Oh gosh the way he was standing , the way he controlled his hair through his fingers was just highly erotic and I just couldn't help my self anymore.

Finally Howard opens the door. "Hello!!! everyone ! sorry im late , I woke up late because i was up all night, get my drift Gazza ?" Howard has a huge grin on his face and elbows me in the side of my ribs. "Unfortauntly, yes I do know what you mean Howard" I have the most tired looking face on me right now and I put my hands to where Howard elbowed me as it actually quite hurt , not alot... just abit...but it still felt painful. Howard walked up to Mark and grabbed his head and locked it in place between his arms and scruffed his hair "Heyyooo Marko! How you been?". "Uhm im fine haha" I could tell that Mark wasn't enjoying Howard's vilant company as he looked at me with a sad puppy face on him , on purpose to try and get me to make Howard leave. I turn to Howard and he lets go of Marks head. "Hey me and Mark are just gonna start on the chorus of our new song 'Giants' today" Howard looked at me and Mark with suspision ....I think he knew we were up to no good. "So ...you two are working on the chorus ....and.." He was saying this very slowly to make his mind understand what was going on. "That requires no guitar...sooo....why am I here ?" I looked at him with a smile and... "OMG GARY I COULD HAVE HAD AN EXTRA LIE IN TODAY !!! YOU COULD HAVE CALLED ME YOU KNOW !" Howard wasn't really angry , he was just talking in a childish tone so its not like he was really that serious at all. "Look you go home and me and Mark will call you in if we need you at any time ok ?" I pat Howard on the shoulder which is like my little signal of telling people to go , I try to do this in the most politest way possible and Howards grabs his bag and equipment then leaves.

"Uhm why did you do that ?" Mark asks. I walk up to him slowly giving him an evil grin "Because I want to be with you today and only you". "That's cute Gary but.." I cut his words off as my lips press against his.

Mark's POV:

His lips are so warm and soft.

I love him, I really do.

But I dont want someone to find us and then Dawn finding out then his entire life will turn to shit all because of me. 

I pull away from Gary's lips and look at him about to explain myself to him , but as I open my eyes to look at his handsome face I see him blushing. He is blushing immensaly. "Wow your blushing really hard!" I point out to him , he comes close to me and whispers in my ear "That's not the only thing that's hard Markie..." Gary says whilst biting his bottom lip. "Listen Gary I can't do this I mean I do want you in fact I need you but my number one priority is to keep you safe and that you always remain happy".

Gary's POV:

I look at Mark but I completely ignore his words because to be honest I just want to grab him and push him against a table with his legs spread wide out with me right their fucking him.Hard. I feel my dick get hard just by looking at Mark , this has literally been happening ever since we all started to hang out as a 3 more often after the band split up but I managed to hide my erection well out of site from him. I cant believe im saying this about my best friend but ...I am madly inlove with him and I always will be, I dont want to break Dawn's heart and the poor kids but hopefully they will understand. But that's just it...I have to tell them first.