Chapter 34 힘든 사랑을 통해 만들

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"Bogsunga.. I need to tell you something." Micheal starts. I nod ready to listen. "I love you." He says. I widen my eyes. "You love me?" I ask. "Yes.. I love.. and I was wondering do you love me back just the same? Or are you still in love with that Jungkook or Taehyung guys you tell me about? I promise you.. if you choose me.. I'll show you love like no other..I'll always cherish you." Micheal explains. I gulp not knowing how to answer him. "I-i..." before I could finish he stops me by covering my mouth.

"You don't have to answer yet.." Micheal says before moving his hand away from me. "Oh.." I mumble. "Here, lemme take you home." He says as he takes my hand.

"Thank you.." I say as we walk to my house still holding hands. "No problem. I love to spend time with you.. I guess there's no point in hiding my identity anymore eh?" He asks. I widen my eyes. "Really? So what's your real name?" I ask curiously. "It's actually Micheal you made it up but it was already my name actually.." he says before sending me a cheeky smile. I blush a little.

When we get to the front door he looks down at me before I leave. "Well.. this is me.." I say before looking up to smile at Micheal. I don't know why but I felt so warm and comfortable around him, like almost as if his presence is a warm blanket that has that same childhood memory scent to warm your heart.

"Bogsunga..~" Micheal starts. "Hm?" I look up again. "I-I love you.." Micheal says with cherry red cheeks. The cold air drifts away from our faces. I feel the cold breeze immediately and realize the sentence.. before I could say or take out anymore he immediately presses his lips on me and I widen my eyes.... he.... KISSED ME!?

My door infront of us suddenly opens and Jungkook was there to widen his eyes to the sight of Micheal and I kissing. Except my eyes were wide open.

"B-Bogsunga?!" Jungkook says confused. Immediately Micheal lets go of me and turns to see a confused Jungkook. "O-oh.. hey." Micheal says casually. I widen my eyes and immediately look up at Jungkook. "I could explain!" I say. "Oh really? Explain why you're kissing another man in front of me?! Gosh I know we haven't talked in a week or two but doesn't mean you have to kiss another guy to make yourself feel better about yourself! Maybe I WAS right about calling you a slut on the first day we met.." Jungkook yells at me harshly. Tears roll down my face as I'm surprised by his yell.

"So this is Jungkook?" Micheal says awkwardly. I wipe my tears and sniffle a little. "You know what? Maybe I shouldn't have came back home what so ever at all.. and I don't even know why you're at my FUCKING house anyways!" I scream back as I continue to cry and tears fall as I scream as him. "GOOD! I NEVER GAVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU ANYWAYS! IM GLAD THAT BABY DIED!" Jungkook yells. I widen my eyes.

The tears come down even more. I immediately drop my bag and slap him across the face. I didn't have any regrets at the moment. "Jeon Jungkook.. I can't look at you.. that was a child.. you..........bitch." I say coldly. Even micheal's eyes were widened and surprised. "I'm leaving you." I say before taking my stuff and running away from the house. "Bogsunga! Wait!" Micheal says but Just stands there.

(Micheal's Point Of View)
I stand there silently and awkwardly. I look at Jungkook and he just stood there stunned too. His fist were clenched together and blood was dripping down his cheek. I gulp and raise an eye brow when he turns his head to me. "I-im... I have NO idea what im doing with my life.. i-i can't read anything im loosing my mind.. why did I say that!? I don't even realize it.." Jungkook says as tears fall from his face.

"Well.. you should probably go after her.." I suggest starting to feel bad. "O-oh.. yes.." Jungkook mumbles. "But quick question? Who are you and why were you kissing her?" Jungkook asks me. I gulp.

"Well.. I just fell in love with her.. honestly she wasn't even expecting a kiss.. I surprised her for it.. so technically she didn't actually cheat on you.." I explain.

"Oh shit! What have I done!? WHERE IS SHE GOING!?" Jungkook yells realizing what had just happened. I raise an eye brow. "Hmm.. well I may or might have an idea where she is.. but promise to be wise next time.. okay?" I say before smiling at him. Jungkook wipes the tears and blood. Then he smiles and nods.

(Back To Bogsunga's Point Of View)
As I sat on the swing of the swing set of the park I always sat at to chat with Micheal I looked around remembering memories I wish I could erase. "What are these feelings I had developed over my high school year!?" I yell to myself. I hit my chest where my heart is as I cry more. "Am I really a slut? Am I really an annoying bitch? Am I a cheater? Am I am attention seeker!!" I cry out loud as I hit myself even more. "I just want to die!!! I'm such a slut!!!" I scream while crying.

"No.. you're none of those things.." I widen my eyes as I hear a familiar voice behind me saying I wasn't any of those.. I widen my eyes realizing the song of this voice.. this comforting voice I leaned on all of a my hard times.. have I? While I end with him though? Who is my entirely destined partner? While I feel this hurt forever? As these things fly through my mind I turn around to see...

 have I? While I end with him though? Who is my entirely destined partner? While I feel this hurt forever? As these things fly through my mind I turn around to see

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