Peach Princess 1 IN HIGHSCHOOL

Chapter 35 미움

I suggest to play music while reading just my opinion that they go well together.. (enjoy!)
As I sat on the swing of the swing set of the park I always sat at to chat with Micheal I looked around remembering memories I wish I could erase. "What are these feelings I had developed over my high school year!?" I yell to myself. I hit my chest where my heart is as I cry  more. "Am I really a slut? Am I really an annoying bitch? Am I a cheater? Am I am attention seeker!!" I cry out loud as I hit myself even more. "I just want to die!!! I'm such a slut!!!" I scream while crying.

"No.. you're none of those things.." I widen my eyes as I hear a familiar voice behind me saying I wasn't any of those.. I widen my eyes realizing the song of this voice.. this comforting voice I leaned on all of a my hard times.. have I? While I end with him though? Who is my entirely destined partner? While I feel this hurt forever? As these things fly through my mind I turn around to see...

JUNGKOOK.

"J-Jungkook?" I mumble as I wipe away the tears. "Hello.. Bogsunga..." Jungkook says with a red cut across his cheek. I realize the bloody cut was because of me.. I slapped him with my ring on. "I-I'm so sorry.." I mumble but Loud enough for him.

"No.. it's okay none of this was your fault and I know.. I don't know what I was saying back there to be honest.. I just freaked too fast.. I should be the one saying sorry.." Jungkook explains. I sigh and look down as Jungkook does the same.

"Listen Bogsunga.. I don't know if you still love me.. and I know we've brought losts of drama into each other's lives but I just wanted to say and let you know.. whoever you choose to love in life.. whether it's the oranges head Taehyung.. or the old childhood friend Jaebum... or the new guy that confessed his love to you, Micheal... or me... your boyfriend.. I will always still love you.. no matter what.. and I DO want you to carry my child.." Jungkook cries his heart out through soft gentle words of confession.

I sigh in the cold air again. Then I finally look up at him and he looked for some hope in the in gentle sparkle. "Jungkook.. of course I love you.." I say with a small heart full smile. He widen his eyes and smiles back. We immediately kiss in the cold fresh air..

I feel his warm comfy arms wrap around me again. I sigh as we disconnect lips.. I missed this warm love feeling.. I wished it would have lasted longer but Jungkook tells me my mother is worried for me and so he had took me home about after twenty minutes.

As I stop at my house he looks at me with a warm fuzzy feeling again. "I love you." He says as he rubs my head. "I love you too Kookie.." I say before kissing him goodbye and going to bed peacefully that night.. feeling that all the stress has been lifted off my chest.

"I love you Jeon Jungkook.." I whisper to myself before getting under my blanket and falling asleep. I miss this comfortness.. less stress and less drama..