Zayn Malik is my best friend?(A 1D fan fic)

Part Ten

This is going to be a lot of Niall Point of View. Enjoy my readers c:

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Niall's P.O.V

Ohmygod we're kissing ohmygod ohmygod.I pull back.

"Candi this doesn't feel right I barely know you. Please let me know all those things you're hiding then I'll be more than glad to try again." I say lying because there was definitely a spark there. She nods

"Only if you hold me. Some of these things are really hard to say." I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her on my lap while giving her a reassuring smile.

"Before when you asked me why I didn't come around sooner..." I nod ushering her to continue." Well simple really he's 1/5 of One Direction he has better things and better people to pay attention to. Honestly I'm not worth his time anymore, never was." I clamp my hand over her mouth.

"Don't ever ever say that." She nods.

"The nightmares I have they're about being bullied and hurt again even though I'm an adult now they still get to me. Nine years later and they still get to me." She stutters out. She grabs my hand and starts playing with my fingers." Niall I still think about what they said. I still have self-esteem issues. Every day I look in the mirror and think No wonder they hated me. I'm so ugly. And every boyfriend I've ever had has called me ugly and worthless so had my scum dad so being around so many guys and after seeing my scum dad I'm bound to have nightmares. Have you gotten  to know me enough Niall?" I nod and give her a bonecrushing Horan hug with tears streaming down my cheeks. Looks are so deceiving I could never have imagined a girl so beautiful having a background like this. I know this sounds weird but really all I want now is to kiss her again. Hopefully make her feel like not everybody thinks she ugly and worthless but like she should be loved. I know I've only known her for a day but I want to be the guy to show her that. I want to make her see she's beautiful, she's wanted and loved.

"Let's sleep yeah?"

"Yeah." I kiss her nose and we leafy down her still on top of me.

"Goodnight beautiful."

"Goodnight Niall."