A night to remember

Epilogue

Author's Note:

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Nathan's POV:

Thousands of tweets come in every second, it's to painful to read them. I turn my phone of and curl back into my cover. I close my eyes tightly to stop the tears from falling again and drift of into a fitful sleep.

I am woken suddenly when my bedroom door is flung open, Max, Tom, Jay and Siva run in and jump on my bed.

"I know it's hard mate, but you need to let us help you" Max exclaims in my ear, I try to roll over, but Tom pulls my cover away

"Piss off Tom!" I shout kicking him in the stomach

"Nathan please, let us help" Siva says in an exasperated tone "It's been two months the fans miss you please just perform tonight"

"You know who I miss?" I croak, Jay sighs

"We know mate and we know how hard it is for you right now, but Charlotte wouldn't want you to be mopping about would she? she would want everything to go back to the way it was before" Jay says

"Well I can't forget about her that easily!" I shout rolling over so my face was buried in my pillow

"Fine be that way, but not only are you letting yourself and the fans down, but you letting down Charlotte" Max says, I listen to them walking out of my room and down the staris, they tell Kev that I'm not moving, then the front door is slammed shut. The house is silent apart from the low sounds of the telly from downstairs.

I sit up and look around the boys are right, I'm letting everyone down.

I pull myself off the bed for the first time in months and stare at myself in the mirror, I pull a face of disgust and walk to the bathroom to shower.

I throw on some clothes and walk down the stairs. "Take me to the venue Kev" I say, who turns around startled smiling he stands up

"Sure thing son."

We pull up outside at the stage door "You've got ten minuets until the first half finishes you can surprise them" he says as he pulls me out the car, I do as I'm told.

I walk under the stage to the trap door opening, it's the summertime ball all over again, but this time the performance is in memory of Charlotte, I listen as the boys begin to sing warzone, I sigh it's now or never.

I shoot up through the stage door and the crowd screams, I turn to look at the boys and nod they smile.

Ten minuets and the first half is done, I can do this. "This is for Charlotte" I say into the microphone the boys nod and I begin to sing.

Nine minuets...

Eight...

Seven...

Six...

Five...

"We'd like to slow it down for a minuet now" Tom says

"If you've got anything the glows please hold it up, this song is called Heart Vacancy" says Max the crowd screams

Four...

I feel the tears in my eyes,

I can't do this,

I stop singing and let the tears fall down my face, I search the crowd, but the one face I want to see isn't there and it never will be again, the crowd stops screaming and singing, the boys stop signing and rush to my side. I push them away the music stops playing, the whole arena is in silence.

Three...

Take a deep breath, stop crying,

I shake my head "I can't do this" I say quietly, a few startled gasps come from the crowd. Tom puts his arm around me, I pull away

"I can't do it!" I shout, the tears falling faster "No, I need her to be here, but she's not and will never be again!"

The boys pull me of the stage, worried expressions fill the whole room "I can't!" I scream as they pull me off the stage.

Two...

I collaspe in a heap on the floor the boys trying to calm me down, I push them away from my and wipe my eyes

"I'm sorry" I say

"No need Nath we Know you're hurting" Jay says I shake my head

"No I'm sorry I can't do this, not right now, I don't know if I'll ever be the same again I can't do it" I say

"What do you mean?" Kev asks, everyone stares at me.

"Maybe in a few years time, I'll be able to do this again, but right now I can't I'm so sorry" I say pushing myself off the ground

"Nathan please what do you mean?" Kev says.

"I'm sorry" I say and begin to walk away, someone grabs my arm

"Nathan what are you sorry for?" Jay asks, I pull my arm free and walk towards the door.

One...

As I pull open the door I look over my shoulder "I Quit".