To some you are a friend.
To others you are an enemy.
But so far to me,
you’re nothing but an adrenaline rush.
5 The reason why I turned out this way.
You make my face pale,
my stomach flutter;
your twisting ways questioning my every thought.
I’m restless, angry, and controlled,
10 because of you.
Caged in by choice,
I can't break free.
Even when I know it's all in my mind.
You make it all feel so real.
15 I'm not myself when you're around.
Out spoken,
bold,
brave,
happy.
20 Everything you don't want me to be.
Well I've had enough.
Enough of your games,
your trickery,
of everything you try to be.
25 I've had enough of you!
But it's not just me,
you make everyone feel like this.
you suck us in and cling on to us until you leave;
if you leave.
30 You are nothing!
You're a nobody!
No; you're a sick bastard.
You're not real,
you're just an emotion.
35 You're fear.