Sunbaenim || M.Y.G FIC

Chap 26

I call out her name, she quickly wipe her tears, before turning around to face me.

"You're here.." she state, with her wicked smile, although it doesn't really suit with her puffy face.

I fidget with my sleeves a bit, slowly making my way towards her. She is staring at the sun, that is setting down slowly, before letting out a small chuckle.

A smile appear on her face, for the first time, she's smiling for real. Not a fake one..

"I bet you think I'm pathetic.. For crying over a boy, which I have a crush on.."

Ga In turn to face me, I shake my head, "It's okay to cry.. Nothing is wrong about it, at least you tried everything to get his attention.." she actually remind me of how I used to cry for the past weeks.

Just for one boy..

Whom I truly love with all of my heart..

Ga In let out a sigh, "I bet that's why Yoongi love you.. You're selfless although what I have done to you, which I don't have.. even a little.. I'm just a selfish bitch.." she spat, laughing at herself.

I can feel how broken she is, just by looking at her face. She is falling apart, like a thin piece of wall.

Her tears start to run down slowly, which she doesn't bother to wipe it off.

"Look, Young.. I know I have been troubling you a lot, but I just couldn't see you happy with Yoongi.. It's hurt me too much, he even smile at the sight of you, just everything about you make him smile.."

She clench her hands tightly, taking a deep breath. I just stare at her, I couldn't help but felt guilty.

"It's sickening me to see you with him, the jealousy take over me.. I didn't mean to hurt you, in either way.."

The sincere words make me smile, I pull her into a hug. "Don't worry, I understand you.."

She broke down into tears, sobbing on my shoulder as I start to tear up as well.

"No, you don't understand me.."

She spoke up, I release the hug when she lift her head, smirking evilly.

"Cause you don't have any right to pity me, Young.."

Ga In suddenly push me harshly, causing me to lose my balance and almost fall from there but I hang on the railing.

She stare at me, darkly as she let out a chuckle, "If I can't have Yoongi, then I have to get rid of everything until I have him.."

Ga In crouch down, "Cause I'm a selfish bitch, remember?" I try to use my upper body strength to lift my body but she push me down.

My tears start to fall, I bite my lower lips, holding hard on the railing. Ga In smirk, placing her foot on my hand, stepping on it a bit hard.

"You know what, its irritating how you still holding on when you know.. You'll end up dying.."

She lift her foot before stepping hard on my hand, "Ahh!!" I scream making her laugh wickedly before continuing it.

"Die!! Die!! DIE!!"

My hand is giving up, the pain is unbearable, that when my right hand give up and fall to my side.

She smile widely, "One left.. and poof.. You're gone!!"

As she was about to step on my other hand, a loud sound make her flinch, she froze on the spot.

"SU GAE IN!!"

A voice yell, I could hear footsteps, getting closer. I gather all of my strength that I have, opening my mouth to mutter for help.

"H-help m-me.."

Ga In start to panic, she turn to step on my hand, merciless and fill with hatred. That when, she got pull back by a pair of arms, my hand is burning and start to fail.

I breath out heavily, she scream awfully, yelling loudly as I tighten my grip on the railing. I use my other hand to get hold on the railing, even though it is badly injured.

As I about to howl myself up, Ga In came to my sight again, I widen my eyes as I saw her with a bloody knife.

"No one mess up with me.." she growl darkly, she stab my badly injured hand.

"AHHH!!!"

I scream, but she won't stop stabbing my hand, "P-Please.. Just let me go.." I plead, with tears tricking down.

Ga In laugh dryly, shaking her head, "I want you to die in suffer.."

Her eyes are dark, hatred fill her orbs. I know there's nowhere out from this, she won't even care my pleading for mercy.

"If that's what you want.."

Her smirk fade, I smile at her before letting go of the railing slowly, she widen her eyes.

I wish if I could turn back time, I never actually met Yoongi.

Falling for him, crying my eyes out for him..

And hurt Ga In..

She was right all along, why would I clung onto something when I was meant to die?

At least, I try my best not to cry much when I'm dying.

She wasn't meant to be hurt, even if she's bad..

He doesn't meant to be mine, even if he agreed..

I wasn't meant to be alive, even that's my only purpose in life..

When did I get so emotional?

Tch.. Maybe I'm thinking to much..

My eyes flutter close, I fall asleep as soon as I close my eyes so I won't feel the huge impact much.

I'm so done being hurt..

Farewell..