Sunbaenim || M.Y.G FIC

Chap 30

I turn around, avoiding his gaze, I didn't want to stay there.

I make my way to my ward, climbing the bed, when tears start to run down my face. I felt betrayed, its hurt and sucks the fact that I'm crying about it, I promise myself not to cry.

But, here I am.. Crying like a baby.

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My body jolt up, sweating while breath hitching, tears fall down involuntarily, I'm scared.

"Young..? You okay?" I turn to my side, Yoongi is sitting on the chair by my bed, holding onto my hand gently. His eyes are tired, body is getting thinner, yet he still worried for me.

I pull him into a hug, "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.." I mumble on his shoulder. I can't help but felt sorry for some reason, its hurt me deeply inside.

He chuckles softly, he rub my back in circular motion. Tears start to run down even more, my grip on his shirt tighten.

Yoongi calm me down, I broke the hug, still hitching, "Why are you crying?" he cup my face, gently wiping my tears away.

"You.. You're the one that she stab right?" he just stay silent, as I look on the left side of his stomach, my chest start to tightening again.

I close my eyes again, feeling bad about it, him getting injured, just because of me. I almost kill him, he could have been died because of me. Tears running down my eyes, I couldn't stop it even if I want to.

Yoongi didn't say a thing, he just lean his forehead on mine. His breath hit my face, "I'm so sorry.." I whisper out as he just shush me.

"No need.. As long as you're okay, I'm fine with anything.." he state, gazing me with his brown orbs.

His eyes fall to my lips, he cup my face, leaning in to place his lips on mine gently.

I didn't do move, I froze on my place, feeling my insides flip drastically, the taste of his lips..

Its new to me, not like the one we had before, warm and sweet, desperation and sadness. The mixed emotions, make me confuse, I can't help myself from losing my way out, these twisted feelings drive me crazy.

Yoongi broke the kiss after a while, he realize I didn't react to it. He stare into my eyes deeply, having his own dilemma that is clearly shown on his eyes.

"What's wrong..?" he ask, breathless, his eyes are shaking, hands trembling on my face.

"Can't you just hate me? Despise me for everything, leave me, and forget about me?" I ask, voice cracking slowly, Yoongi just stare at me.

The corner of his lips curve up, "How could I do that? This wound is nothing compared to how hurt you're because of me.."

His words comfort me, yet make my heart ache more, "Just leave me.."

Yoongi chuckles, "I can't do that, beautiful.. I don't think I can, cause I'm madly in love with you.."

His lips capture mine again, the kiss is gentle, heart hammering inside me. I finally give in, using my fingertips, I yank him closer by the collar of his shirt.

Yoongi chuckles, softly between the kiss, making me feel hot. He hover my upper lips, holding each side of my face, deepening the kiss.

We broke the kiss after a while, breathing heavily.

I flutter my eyes open to meet his brown orbs, a sweet smile tug on his pink lips.

"I.. I love you, Sunbaenim.." I blurt out, softly as he pull me into his embrace, "Me too, now and forever.."

I insist Yoongi to stay, he lay beside me, as I stare at his face. Leaning on his chest, hearing his comforting heartbeat, he wrap his arm around my small body.

Yoongi kiss my forehead, "Good night, beautiful.." his lips linger there for a while, I smile.

Both of us drift to sleep..

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Fluttering my eyes open, my lips curve into a small smile, seeing his face so close to me.

I can't help but to admire his peaceful face, how he looks so perfect while sleeping. The innocence of a little kid clearly can be seen in him, I slowly trace the tip of my finger on his nose.

He let out a soft groan, scrunching his face. I giggle at how cute he looks, he flutter one of his eyes open, letting out a soft chuckle.

Yoongi yank me closer to him, kissing my forehead, "Morning.."

I smile, stealing a quick kiss on his lips, "Morning, sunbaenim.." he form a smile.

Suddenly, he climb on top of me, my breath hitch. Yoongi lick his lower lips, biting it sending me dark vibe.

He lean closer to my face, fanning me with his warm breath. I gulp harshly, clutching onto the sheet with my fingertips.

I close my eyes when the door slide open.

"You-- Uh?" both of our heads turn towards the door, I widen my eyes at the sight of Namjoon on the door.

Yoongi quickly jump off me, with his ears getting redder, "H-hyung this is not w-what you think it is.." I stuttered, palms getting wet.

He stare at the both of us, letting out a sigh, "Dude, do you have to do that here? You know people will hear, these walls are thin and lock the door if you mind.. I don't want to walk in during your 'scene', its kinda awkward to get excited looking at my little sister.."

My face turn red as tomato, "H-Hyung!!" I yell, as he burst into laughter looking at Yoongi who is trying his best not to laugh as well.

"Sunbae!!" he crack into fits of laughter, "Sorry, I can't help it.. Your reaction is wow.."

I roll my eyes, pouting. Way to go big brother..