I wish I could tell you how much you hurt me Sumo...
I wish I could tell you how much I missed you Shravan...
I wanted to take revenge. I wanted to hurt her the way she hurt me. But then why my revenge turned into something completely different? Why this damn revenge made me fall for her? Why suddenly my hatred turned into love? Why did I fall in love with her? Now I get it. It was never about revenge. I wanted to mark my presence in her life. I wanted to make sure what role I had in her life. And I realised I didn't want to be just a friend. I wanted more than that. I wanted to be more than just a friend. It was never the revenge. I just tried to fight the attraction I felt towards her. I wanted to shrug off the feelings and replace them with false hatred. But I couldn't deceive my heart after all which craved for her. All these years, ten long years, I waited for this encounter, to enter her life once again. I want to cherish her and protect her from all odds. How do I say that I love you Suman? All I wanted was to hurt you and now all I want is to fill your life with love and happiness. Cause that's what you deserve Sumo... you deserve to be loved. You turned my passion for revenge into my passionate love for you...
