geeky nerd

a backstory

"Anly wake up, wake up Anly!" My little 7 year year old brother pounced on me, waking me up. Everything came into focus, I forget where I am so I look around me. We arrived home. I fell asleep in the car, the dream " A band geek." And I liked the title cause it was true. My title a crazy serious band geek. A clarinet player who chatted with her friends and saw me as the greatest hugger and the bestest friend anybody could wish for. To me there are friends, best friends, and friends that will stick with you till the end. This one girl... We we're best friends since 2nd grade when I came to my old school. I was lonely in a classroom with nobody to talk to. I wanted to play the role of that shy kid that never gets noticed. She was the spark that lit me that made me who I am. I wasn't so outgoing that is until 4th grade. I thought "wow life is boring when you dont have much to do." I hung out with all my friends and they loved me dearly. Then I started to become a super outgoing person. Then fifth grade came and we were all like yay first year at a new school! We had 3 elementary schools in the district. Then all of us would meet each other in the one big school. Little did we students know is that the year of fifth grade will be drama. Yes drama and you older kids might be thinking "Awwwwww look at the little children." But that's not it goes. 5th grade was the spark that lit the bomb to 6th grade. Thats when we convinced ourselves that we were not who we seemed. Or we just thought that it would be nice to have a boyfriend or girlfriend. Especially now when when we're in the middle of our middle school lives. I've been crushing on a lot of guys. I got a boyfriend for about 1 month. I never really liked him, but all my friends have had a boyfriend/girlfriend. Or most at least. But I guess I was desperate to get a boyfriend. I eventually broke up with him. I went for another guy a crush since second grade. He had no interest in me. But he said he liked me as a best friend. We've been there for each other and cared for each other. The rest I'd rather not say. There are things that would make you think that I am not who you seem. (Cause I am a crazy person.) And I know you're reading this Eliza ;) but yeah a back story. I hope you enjoyed my back story!