When Will It End? (Natsu x Reader ~ Jealous Lucy)

Chapter 5

Y/N's POV

Would you please love me like you love her?

Will I ever be enough?

How boring was I that you had to go to her?

Natsu.. Do you really love her?

What does she have? Is it her smile, her body?

Or the way her eyes shine when she says your name?

Whatever she does, puts what I do to shame.

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"Y/N.."
"Y/N wake up.. "

"Y/N!!"

"Y/N!"

Someone was violently shaking me and calling my name, I jumped out of bed in fear and confusion,

"I'M UP, CALM DOWN," I sighed, "Please wake me up gently next time, Natsu" I said as I yawned.

"But we're going to the guild, we were supposed to meet Team Natsu there!" His eyes were like stars when he was talking,

"Gee, you really love our team, dont you?" I giggled, before groggily walking up to him,

"This is why I love you, you care so much about others,"

Except me..

He flashed me a quick smile before dragging me to the guild, "Let's goooo!"

We arrived to the guild and he kicked the doors open, and we immediately spotted our team, when Natsu saw Lucy giving him a sad look, he let go of my hand.

"Natsu.." I tried holding his hand again, but he practically slapped my hand away,

"Please go away Y/N, I just want some personal space," He kind of glared at me, "hold hands with someone else."

His voice was cold and harsh, my heart ached when I saw him like this.

It hurt.

It looked like our team heard us because Gray was telling me to come to them, as soon as I came to our table, Gray grabbed my hand and held it tightly.

It felt really nice, if I have to be honest.

Natsu ripped me away from Gray and put his hand over my shoulder, pressing me against his side.

"She's mine, Ice freak."

Lucy coughed, which caught both mine and Natsu's attention, she gave him a confused look, and he pushed me away from him.

"Sorry Y/N, I gotta uh.. Go to the toilet," he said and started scratching his neck,

"M-me too!"
Lucy said and ran to the bathroom, Natsu following her. 

I went to Gray's side again and he held my hand again, telling me,

"It's gonna be alright, don't worry, me and Erza are here for you."

He was talking to me in a soothing voice,

I felt Erza's hard armor against my chest and her arms wrapped around me, she gave me a big hug, it was all fun and games before I heard something crack.

She quickly apologized and let go of me, Gray was still holding my hand, whispering sweet nothing's in my ear,

Wendy ran up to me and hugged me, while doing so, she also healed me, which I was thankful of.
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"What's taking them so long?" Gray said deciding to break the ice,

"I'll go and check," I wish I never did though.

That was the worst decision of my life, just thinking about it is making me cry so much,

It hurts, and it still does.

The scene before my eyes was hideous, my eyes widened and I felt an undescribable feeling.

Right there, was Natsu and Lucy, his hands roaming all over her body, kissing her, leaving marks and love bites everywhere,

I wanted to scream, shout, cry, but, the lump in my throat stopped me from doing so,

I quietly left, and took out a pen and a small paper, I quickly scribbled down a note, without them noticing, and ran to Gray,

"Here, take this, give it to Fire breath." I threw the letter at his face, muttering a 'sorry' afterwards, and left.

Gray read the letter, purely out of curiosity, and it was heart wrenching, his eyes quickly looked at the bathroom, his aura became dark,

Wendy came up and tried talking to him"Gray are you oka-"
his eyes were filled with fury, it was as if there were dancing flames in his eyes, she quickly sealed her mouth shut and stepped back.

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Henlo u stinky birbs
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