when our worlds collided

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I was trapped in my own personal hell, with no way out.

My skin formed goosebumps as the wind knocked on my shoulders and the silence whispered sweet nothings in my ears.

I was going to be alright.
My family was going to be alright.
Liam was going to be alright.
Lilac was going to be alright.
Everything was going to be fine Zoey. Just breathe.

🥀🥀🥀🥀

I've never really thought about what would happen, when I died.

Would it be how everyone said it would be?

Would my spirit just walk the earth going unseen?

I shook my head and sighed, thinking of ways I could spend my time.

I looked out of my window and saw my family gathering around my mom handing her flowers and giving her hugs.

I rolled my eyes and stepped out of my house and onto the street.

I was wearing exactly what I had on when I died.

A black hoodie, ripped black jeans, and my usual black converse.

No i wasnt emo or something. I just liked the color black..it was beautiful..

I wondered if i would have to walk all the way towards where I wanted to go. Or if there was some special ghost advantage.

I closed my eyes and thought of where I wanted to go..and when I opened them i was there. I was standing in front of my tomb stone.

It had the words 'in memory of Zoey Rose Waters' engraved in it,with the date I was born to the date I died.

Everything wasn't how i'd imagined it to be... things were much more... lifeless (A/N wink wink*) i looked up and watched as the stars danced upon the night sky, as my head wandered i began to dream

"Zoey, I love you. You know that right?"
As i stared in the eyes of my soulmate a smile arose to my lips, " yeah.. i love you too."

"Im serious zoey. I don't know what i'd do without you. Please don't leave me. Ever.Please."

"I promise."

My eyes watered as i blinked away the unfallen tears.
I broke my promise.
He loved me and i let him down.
I didn't deserve him.
I didnt desere his love.

In a perfect world depression wouldn't exist.
In a perfect world people wouldnt lie and break promises.
In a perfect world. I would not have killed myself.

But lets face it this worlds anything but perfect.

I sighed for the hundredth time that day and shut my eyes and wished to go to the place and see the people I had wondered non stop about. The people I knew were hurt most.

Lilac and Liam.

A/N: Yall this story is trash asf and i apologize i kind of lost interest in writing it but ima continue to see what happens.