Sometimes you find yourself alone and sometimes time you feel another presence next to you as you lay down. Noctis is happy with Lunafreya in the after life and it's time for you to move on. They say there are boundaries you should never cross but you feel like you've already broken a few of them.
Your mental state lays in fragile pieces, sometimes you're sure you'll make it, the next day you're contemplating ending your own life. Death whispers your name in your sleep, beckoning you to join your forgotten lover.
To die and destroy what he and Lunafreya have right now would be to break another boundary and Noctis would resent you for it. You groan and rest your head against a pillow.
Maybe it's better this way, better if you don't push it. You better if live out your days with the other four. They have you back and Prompto even has a little crush on you.
So you let it go and pray your hardest for better days.
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Fanfiction"To gain everything and lose everything in the space of a moment. That is the fate of all princes destined for the throne." ― C.S. Pacat [Noctis X reader] [Part of Chronos series]
