Always Human

Chapter 1: I guess that's why I admire her

                     (Sunatis POV)

           My name is sunati I live in a world were we can change what we look like with mods and a lot of people change all the time. Me I change like every month or so when new fashion mods come out.

      I was standing in the train station like I always do to get to work ( I am a VR designer) and I see the same girl I have admired for about five months now.

      And the crazy thing is is that she looks exactly the same as she did a month ago. I guess she dose not use mods like others and that's why I admire her.

     She is the bravest person I have ever seen she dose not use mods she is who she is and I feel something towards her for that. I do t know how to explain the things I feel but its weird.

      I am not as brave as she is because I can't muster up the courage to talk to her. Man I wish I was as brave as she just to talk to her.

    "Achoo"

        I mean I admire her strawberry red hair her brown eyes "Achoo" and other features on her and wait did she just sneeze.

        I look over to her she is as beautiful as always and her nose is a bit red and she sneezes again " Achoo".

    I reach into my pocket and grab a hayfever mod and I walk over to her.

     "Here this is a hayfever mod" and I can't believe I just talked to her she can probably tell I am blushing 50 shades of red right now and I can't believe I am seeing this.

       Instead of taking the mod she stares at me for awhile and then I see her tear up and I don't know what to do did I do something what did I say.
 

       And now she is breaking up in tears and I don't know what to do should I hug her, tell her it will be ok or what idk.

    
        " I cant " she finally says and OMG she has a voice like an angle " I can't use mods I will always have hayfever in the spring and freckles in the summer" she says " and the same stupid eyes and same stupid skin I will always be boring and ordinary and human" she says but I think she is really cute.

             I am standing there shocked and don't have anything to say so I just stand there and listen and she is still crying.
 

        "I don't know why I am crying I am being stupid " but I don't think she is stupid I think she looks really smart "I am going to wash my face" she says and walks away.

       As she is walking away I want to say something and say that she is beautiful and say I'm sorry but I see now that she just wants to be left alone.

     So I just stand there and watch her leave.

         And I am pulled from my daze by my train pulling up so I get on and leave as well.