New beginning

Chapter 4

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Flashback

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I grabbed my toiletries bag and I couldnt believe what I was about to do.

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Before I jumped into the shower beau said he wanted to talk.. I told him after my shower.

I started digging through my toiletries bag for my blood stained razor. But I couldnt find it. I heard a knock on the door which made me jump causing everything in my bag to fall out. I panicked and told whoever was at the door I was about to get in the shower.

"Okay. Well I left a towel for you at the door hun." Gina said soothing

Shit I thought. I need to clean up this mess!! I started scooping all my crap off the floor and dumping it back into the bag. That's when I noticed it. The blood stained razor. I picked it up. Started running the shower. Jumped in to the shower. One cut. Two cut. Three cut. Getting deeper each time. After the third one which was the deepest.. I just skimmed to top of my skin with the blade. Only spliting the skin. I knew them ones would not scar. I started to feel dizzy so I sat down in the shower and took deep breathes. I then reached my toiletrie bag and dropped in my razor and took out three bandaids to put on the three main slits as they were still bleeding. I then remembered that Gina left me a towel at the door. When I looked it wasn't there. I thought one of the boys had taken it. Beau chuckled and said

"Looking for this?"

"Hey, give that to me!"

"Ok. Ok. Remember we need to talk."

I dried myself off and got changed and walked into his room.

"Hey, ummmm... I really like you Jasmine. I really do. I'm not playing any games either. I truly like you." He stated.

"Beau. I'm not going to lie. I have fallen for you... HARD. But I have been warned about you and you seem like a real player." I responded

Shocked he replied

"Thats the old Beau. You would not know unless you gave me a chance..."

"Ok."

"We can trial it Jasmine. I honestly like you."

"Well we can only learn from our mistakes"

"Maybe. But I know this isn't a mistake and I am going to prove it." He said before crashing his lips on to mine.

"Beau. You stink haha go take a shower." I winked.

And with that he want to take a shower. After about 30 seconds of being in there I heard something smash. So I raced to the bathroom and thats when I saw I hadn't packed up my toiletries bag. I saw the blood stained razor and the bandaids. He immediately look down at my arm abd started to scream.

"Why!!"

I just stood there. I was in utter shock.

"Jasmine. Please don't do this to yourself. Please please please don't. Wait here."

He ran out of the bathroom and returned seconds later with a sharpie.

"Hand my your wrist."

I hesitated but did so anyway.

He began to draw a butterfly.

"Don't kill that butterfly." He said.

I just nodded. He took a shower and returned back to his room. While he was taking a shower I tidied up his room a bit and lit some candles on his desk and bedside table. When he returned he sat down on his bed in silence.

"I'm so sorry Beau. I really am." I sealed my sentence by crashing my lips on to his. I pulled away for a second and stood up then blew out the candles so his room was dark. He also stood up and then our lips locked. He placed his hands on my hips and I put my arms around his neck. He picked me up and grabbed my thighs. He must have felt my scars because he pulled out. I then started sobbing. He asked what was wrong. All I did was shot him a glare and walked out. Gina saw me and asked me what was wrong but I just walked straight out the front door.

I immediately heard Gina yell.

"BEAU PETER BROOKS. GET YOUR ASS DOWNSTAIRS NOW. YOU BETTER TELL ME WHAT YOU DID TO JASMINE."

I had heard enough. I started walking. I didn't know where I just kept walking. My phone started ringing constantly with the caller ID coming up with

-°°°Beaujob°°°-

I declined them all but then he sent me a message.

-Jasmine. What happened? Please come home. You need to be safe what if your uncle finds you. Jasmine. I need you here in my arms.-

I thought about what Beau said about my uncle and I panicked. I ran as fast as I could back to the Brooks household.