Do you ever feel invisible? Even though all attention was on you.
Do you ever hate yourself without any reasons, because "you" are the worst person on earth?
Well, thats me lately, I hate myself. :)
I gave self confidence problems, anxiety, depression, and panic attacks.
I cant be social without being a total weirdo or awkward.
Problems are supposed to be things that makes you stronger, but in my case, they are things that define you.
Staying in bed crying over him while cutting my veins open.
Staying awake holding the razor while overthinking about why do everyone hate me including me.
Wishing to fall asleep while I'm with YOU even though I know YOU are not mine anymore.
Wanting to see you while hating every fucking inch of your body.
Talking to no one because no one will ever understand what YOU were to me.
Feeling grey while everyone is black,
Those are fucking problems.
YOU ARE READING
The Break Down
RandomThose are my words of pain and suffer and regret. Those are my feeling when shit happened to me, these are my story of YOU.
