Be Yourself ~ Chris schistad and Eva mohn

I'm Sorry

➿Eva's POV➿
I was so happy that chris was there, if not he then who knows what would've happened. I was felling asleep but when i looked at chris. He was like he saw elvis presley or a dead person😂

Eva: what's wrong?

Chris: umm... nothing...

I saw some picture in Chris' phone and i asked "what is this.. this is your photo?"

Chris: oh yeah u know fans 😅👌🏻so what u wanna do now??

Eva: um idk it's already 11:53PM

God time goes fast 😂

Chris: wait... what do u mean? U want me to leave??!😂

Eva: noo i mean it is late. i just said that 😂Is everything ok chris??

Chris: idk... i think no .but i have to ask you something ,so umm listen eva, so um if your friends i mean noora, vilde, chris and sana they are very important for u yeah? And if u have a other friend that is important for u as well and that person is everything for you but u aren't together and then ur friend wants u to choose girls or that person... what u will do? who would u choose?

Eva: chris... is everything okay? What kind of question is this.. they will never ask me that kind of a question... but if they will ,i will choose my friends cuz best friends are best friends and that person will be changed in future .. i mean.. uuh do u understand chris?

Chris: i thought u were going to choose that person.. but nvm

Eva: Chris if something is going on you can tell me.

Chris: no no everything is okay. I need to go sorry ev 😬

Eva: EV?😂😂 this is my nickname ? This is cuuutee 😂

Chris: ooh thank you 😂 then i will always call u ev i like it u know 😂

i hugged him and said goodnight and he said goodbye... he never did that... what is this suppose to mean? meh it's just nothing. i'm overthinking about it. He left.. i felt like when he said goodbye and not goodnight i had to stop him ,but i didn't and i just didn't minded it.. i got inside. just laid on my bed and checked instagram...

"he is going to break ur heart ,doll"?

is this about me? god i can't believe he will do this to me... will he?

-Next day (5:45AM)

I was empty no fear, no regrets, no expectations. Losing him rlly broke me, but i can't lose what i never had. It was too early but i stood up and do all the stuff what i did in the morning.. i don't want to go in school but i need to talk with chris.. i was going to text him but he already did that

Schistad🐸💚👑: I'm sorry.

Excuse me?

It sucks, realising that everything you believe in is complete and utter bullshit. It sucks.It was 6:47 i thought he will be awake so i texted him:

i need to talk to you.

In 3 or 4 minutes he texted me back

Shitstad🐸💚👑 :okay. I will be in 9 at ur place.

I was just sitting and waiting him, and thinking what to say.. he was here.. i opened door, he came inside... we both were standing,just standing there...

Chris: Hey eva i j-

Eva: no chris u listen to me,Why couldn't you ever just choose me?

He took a long breath. I hadn't thought he was going to respond because he never has. He usually runs. But the words spilled from his mouth.

Chris: what do you mean? i don't get it

Eva: wow really? do u think i'm this stupid?

Chris: what are you talking about?

Eva: The picture... it is about me ,isn't it? just tell me. be honest please... i have to know if i have to deal with this kind of thing again.

Chris: they are just messing around! nothing is happening. i promise!

Eva: are u sure? because yesterday u told me this was made by fans... why did u lied then? do u think i'm this stupid? WOW...

Chris: in they i meant fans and penetrators just like those kind of stuff. and because they know i hate those stuff ,u know... ur friends tease u like that too. don't they? and i don't think ur stupid. it's just that it's not about u nor anyone

He told me as he cupped my face and kissed my forehead before turning away and leaving.
I was stunned in that moment. I wanted to stop him. But the words were stuck in my throat. Of all the things I've always wanted to say in a moment like this.He left me, again..I wanted to act like everything is gonna be okay ,when nothing is gonna be okay.. i actually fell like i have nothing left to live for and that scares me... but i do... my friends. the are my everything and that is the only thing i live.It was time to go in school..

-On the break
    girls were asking me am i okay? I said I was fine but I've never said that if it didn't hurt. ok i have to tell them what is going on in my mind. i told them my thoughts

"i have no idea" chris(berg) said

"i think it is about you" vilde said

"eva, u have to be careful... he actually might do that. nobody knows what he is really going to do except of him" sana was correct "try to avoid that. i don't want to see u get hurt by him"

"that's true" i said "okay time to go" the bell rang

I have lesson with Noora. God she was the best friend..\Noora: u know he will not hurt you

Eva: i don't know anymore. i don't know what should i do... trust him and get hurt? or just trust him and nothing is going to happen. i just don't know

noora nodded and hugged me.

-I was already at home and searching some film to watch. I founded something it was " love is forever " the name is bullshit but i don't minded it. fuck it i'm just gonna watch it...

➿Chris' POV➿
I was at home, and I can't stop thinking about her. I can't act like I don't feel anything for her. I will always care for her, even we are not together, even we are far, far away from each other. i don't want to do it ,but i have to. i can't get kicked out.

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DRAMAAA!! 😂 😂😱 those penetrators are ruining everthing😬😬what will happened next?? will chris choose eva? 🤔🤔and yeah they are some crazy people and read the text on the photo it's important 😂 😂love you <3 comment ur thoughts. we have to know 😂1k that's crazyyyyy😱💖takk so so soooooooo much💓

~N.J and K.K