I love him or hate him is it okay for it to be both I love him I do but I hate him for what he is his selfish life is is this normal or is it out of the ordinary I fish for answers that will never come up I want him to be mine for the rest of my life but he has no feelings for a girl so blind she couldn't tell when he told a lie and said he loves her when he really didn't never really did when he I say I love him I mean it I do I do I love him no longer will soaking my misery I will fight for him even though he doesn't love me because I love him and that's all that really matters
