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RAIN FUCKING STOP

I didn't exactly wake up but was woken by thunder going off. I jolted upwards causing Tyler beside to wake up, too.

"Baby? What are you doing?", he said in his morning voice while yawning. I looked at him and jumped to the thunder again.

"Are you scared of thunder?", he asked sitting up with me turning on the lamp by the bed.

"Not exactly. I'm not afraid it's just that I can't sleep.", I said looking at Tyler. He smiled at me turning off the lamp and laying back down pulling me with him.

"What are you doing?", I asked blushing slightly from his actions. He chuckled and pulled me closer.

"Just relax into this and try to sleep. It's better to try and best something than never do it.", he said kissing my head.

Another crack of thunder went off causing me to jump. Tyler tighten his grip around me pulling even closer to him. I snuggled into his chest trying to focus my mind on something besides the thunder.

Minutes pasted and the lighting only got worse. Tyler's grip had losen and I moved out of his arms.

I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. I looked at the clock in the living room. 2: 30

I sighed and went to the fridge to get sometime to eat cause the not.

I grabbed some cold pizza and started eating it. I started having late night thoughts and everything got deep real fast.

Where is Tyler and my relationship going? Are we going to break up after graduation? He says he loves me but does me mean it? Is he really gay or bi? Is he going to get back together with Kelly behind my back? Why is he even with me? I'm not good enough aren't I? He was trying to save another stupid soul. He doesn't really love me.

Thunder crack down and I was depressed, angry, and sad. (Not a good combination just saying. Happened to me)

"RAIN FUCKING STOP!!", I yelled at no one. I didn't realize I was crying until I felt tears hit my arm.

I fell onto the floor not caring about whether I hurt myself or not. I started crying harder and harder. I started banging my head on the cabinets.

My head, legs, stomach, eyes, throat, and arms hurt. I didn't care anymore about anything.

Again thunder struck near the neighborhood and I hated the rain and thunder.

"RAIN FUCKING SToppp......", I said trialing off from my voice hurting.

I felt two arms grab me and lift me up. I knew it was Tyler cause who else would it be.

He climb upstairs and into our bathroom and sat me down on the counter. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him.

"I would ask if you're okay but I know you aren't.", he said wiping away my tears. (I hate those people where you're obviously not okay and they ask 'you okay' like no b***h im not lol)

"I'm not okay. You honestly deserve better than me.", I said looking to the side with just my eyes.

"Don't you dare say. I deserve you. You are literally perfect for me. You ACTUALLY complete me.", he said chuckling at the end. I chuckled a little but it didn't stop my tears.

"It's sounds corny I know but it's true.", he said sounding funny. I started giggling. "Well it's very true. You make me laugh and I make you laugh. Your hand is the perfect fit for mine. Your waist is not to big and not to slim. Your lips fit like a puzzle with mine. I love you Craig Thompson and don't ever think otherwise.", he said looking into my eyes while speaking to me.

I was crying not because of depressing thoughts or pain from injuries but from his words.

He grabbed the rubbing alcohol and some cotton balls. He placed them next to me and pulled me into a gentle hug.

I sighed and hugged back. Tyler knew exactly what to say to make me feel safe and calm. He pulled back and poured a little alcohol on a cotton ball.

He dabbed it on one of my scraps causing me to hiss in pain. He kept telling me 'everything is okay' or 'it'll be over soon'. Every scrape hurt more than the last. He finished cleaning the last one before he pushed my head down.

I blushed as I was facing his crouch and he was just wearing sweat pants and maybe boxers.

I felt a pain go through my head as he put alcohol on the wound on my head. I hissed again telling him that I was in pain.

When he finished, he threw away the cotton balls and grabbed my hand. He walked me back to our room. I realized that the rain had stopped yet it was still dark.

"Baby. We'll talk about this tomorrow but right now I want you to be right here next to me. You are my Queen, Craig.", he said kissing my head before crawling into bed. I crawled in to and I let Tyler spoon me.

My eyes felt heavy from all the crying and I automatically fell asleep not knowing tomorrow was going to led to a lot events.

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So I based this chapter off of today because it doesn't stop fricking raining. Right now it's June 24 and where I live we had a "topical storm". I wanted to write this little chapter and this will not interfere with the chapters left. Anyway I'll see talk to you guys later 🌸