Risks can be good.

I

Taehyung pov

Every member was seated in the living room, after seokjin the eldest of the group called them out because he told them that i was going to tell them something important, i was happy and scared for what they would think of me. I mean who would right, a male pregnant? an idol? Many well nobody knew except for the members and the company about our sexuality, of course i was scare, beyond that i was freaking out, would they accept me? would they throw me away? so many questions would flow through my mind. God this wrong, what about our career? what is jungkook going to think, do? what if he doesn't want me, us? No i can't think like this he is my broyfriend, he would never do that.

He promise that no matter what, we would always be together. We that final thought, i blurted out "I'm pregnant". Everyone started to laugh really loud which make me more nervous but i mean of course they do laugh i tend to say random thing playfully but this time it was no game so i stay quiet. They all started to calm down after noticing my state and after seen in their disappointment looks i started crying.

"What do you mean your pregnant? " Namjoon voice was firm and we could heard how angry he was.

A little frightened by his tone of voice i stuttered, "Y-yes, i don- don't really know how it happen but i'm preg-" before i finish everyone except for jin and suga hyung started yelling and questing me.
"how did this happen, your a guy?" this can't be happening! i heard namjoon again.
"what about our comeback, huh, you need to..." jhope hyung voiced sound angry.
"No, no, you must be lying, why? how? tae what about our career we would be hated? your a guy, boys dont get pregnant that is weird no, how could you?" i heard jimin freaking out.

He is just saying this because he is scared and angry, yes he doesn't mean that. I understand he...

"you are not having, right? jhope hyung voice interrupted my thoughts

W-what? what d-d do you mean?
i sturrered

"You need to abort it tae, Taehyung!" jimin shouted. "yes, you would get an abortion and this would just stay as if it never happen, yes that is it!" our leader Namjoon said.

Why was Jungkook not saying anything? was he even here? where is he? baby i need you. "I-i-i can't, i don't want to, he is my baby." with tears running down my eyes i was able to replied back.

"Taehyung, you need to think about us too, what about everything that we have accomplished? are YOU just going to thow it way for that? Namjoon scream pointing at my belly.

"Bu- but namjoon h-hyung, you nee-

"GET RID OF IT, YOU CAN'T HAVE IT, YOU NEED TO ABORT IT!!!" the voice that was heard kill me, Jungkook was screaming at me, looking at me with so much hatred and disappointment. Almost as if he felt disgusted by me.

"Jungk- jungkook, why? you can't tell me this, not you baby, you promise to always support me, i didn't ask for-" before i could finish he cut me off.

"I dont want it, you did this, you need to get rid of it!! What about my career, our career? everything we had worked for? huh, thats a mistake, you need to-" he yells

"I-i cant" my voice was bearly audible but everyone seem to hear it. Because what i heard next destroyed me completely, it broke me down into pieces that were impossible to rebuild back.

"Then leave" everyone silent after hearing Jungkook, "leave if your not planing of getting an abortion". he storms out of the living looking at me with disgust, hate, couldn't really tell what he was thinking. Nobody said anything, they just start to leave. Neither suga or jin hyung said anything against me but they also didn't told them to stop, so they probably feel the same.

I stayed there crying, feeling completely hopeless and afraid. I have loss everything. And the people i could "family" just turn their back against me. The "love" of my life, who i thought was my other half just broke me. Does he think i wanted to be pregnant. I didn't even think this was possible, why does this happen to me? i thought he would understand. But i guess i was wrong, about everything about everyone. But out of everyone i really thought Jimin was going to be on my side, that he would understand me and help because thats what besfriend are for, to be there with you when everything seems to fall apart, but where was he?

I'm alone again, no i'm not alone i have you, rubbing my belly and smiling a little. I promise you baby that i will not give on you, i will do everything on me to have a give you a good life even if that means i have to give out my dream, but i can't take their dream we had work so hard to be where we are right now, i can't ruin them, or jungkook. That would be selfish of me. Jungkook deserves to follow his dream and do what he always wanted to do, music and dancing, they all deserve to. And if i stay it would be the end of my career and their too. No i will leave because i can't get rid of you baby, you are mine and i have to take care of you because you are now priority. It's going to be okay, its just going to be you and me now.

After crying my eyes out and just seating there, waiting for jungkook or anyone to come and tell me that it was going to be okay but no one did, they really mean what they said. He really meant what he say, jungkook doesn't want me, us anymore. Did he ever want me? Maybe I wasn't as important to him as he was for me? A fool that what I am.