Risks can be good.

II

No one POV

3:15 am that's what his phone showed. He can't remember how long he has been there crying alone in the dark. But its time to stop, he needs to get out and go on with his life, even if that means he has to give everything he has work for. But he knows this is the best decision for him and for his members.

After getting his belongings from his shared room, he goes down the stairs to the front door with no tears left on him, he closes the door slowly without looking back and heads out to meet his manager waiting outside the van.

His manager knew about the pregnancy already, since he talked to him and the company before telling the members. He doesn't want to admit it but deep down, he knew this was going to be the outcome. But he just wanted to believe that his band members would be understanding or atleast supporter him, he hadn't ask to get pregnant, heck he didn't even knew this was possible.

Like they had agreed too, he would leave BTS. He would flight to somewhere where they can't never find him, like they would even look for him, he laughs bitterly at his own thought.

The van stops at the BH building. "we're here tae, come on" his manager snaps him out of his thoughts. "huh, oh yea coming". We get out and walk straight to the ceo office to sing the papers that would put an end to my career as an idol.

"And there, this completes your cancellation of contract with BTS and BH, easy huh." he clears his throat "anyways kim i dont know what to said, but to wish you good luck" yes people you heard it right, those words were the ceo's last words before i step out of his office.

4:55 am, Seouls airport-
"God, i still can't believe those fu-" "Hey, you need to understand them, i mean try, atleats" i cut him out before he finish talking. "Is that what your doing? huh" i look at him confused. He rolled his eyes, "Trying to understand them, really tae i cant believe you are still defending them after everything they told you. Understand that their careers  are more IMPORTANT thans YOU and this tiny soul that your carrying right now!! seriously" he snaps while rubbing my bully. Without even wanting tears are rolling down my eyes because i know that is true, and that is fucking killing me. "oh shit, taetae I'm sorry, i just can't with them. please don't cry, everything's going to be fine." he hugs me and i finally broke dowm completely letting everything out.

Attention passengers with destination to New York. Please report to gate 45D, last called to passengers with final destination New York, USA.

"Thats my flight, bogum hyung" i stated cleaning my dry tears.
"Are you sure about this? i mean you can stay here with me or Japan?" bogum hyung ask me.
"I'm sure hyung, this is for the best staying here would complicate the situation to the worst, you know this!" i camly explaing to him.
"YAH" we both turn to the voice.
"You were planing on leaving with out saying goodbye, were you? baek-hyung whisper yell at us as he was coming our way with suho and channie hyungs trailing behind him.
Yes, they knew about the pregnancy  as well, i couldn't have left with out telling them about it. They are the only people i can trust with this and the only family besides my blood family that i had left. They are the ones that didn't turn their back at me with my pregnancy, didn't judge me for it. or feel disgust after hearing me. They are the ones that hear me and comfort me after my so called family closed their doors on face.

"Ani hyung, we were waiting for y-" before i finish my sentence he hugs me in a desperate way while carefully rubbing my belly, i did the only thing I could which was to return the hug. God I'm going to miss the so much. I don't even know what I'm going to do once I reach there but I couldn't tell them, they wouldn't allow me to leave.

Last call to passengers with destination to New York,  please make your way to gate 45D.

"I- Ah um thats my flight hyungs" i stutter.
"What, already, we just got here?" suho hyung complained follow by a pout by channie-hyung who was busy talking to my belly. "come guys, you should of gotten here early. I mean I don't what him to go but this is to prevent him from suffering more" bogum-hyung stated obviously with sadness in his tone. "Don't forget to let us know when you get there and we would come to see you as soon as we can" baek-hyung said while sobbing a little bit. "of course. hyungie" I tried to smile a little bit which totally fail. "Remember tae, Mason would be waiting for you there." Bogum hyung said while trying to contain his tears. A nod is all I could give him, since I know I would break down again if I speak.  A bunch of cries and hugs were exchanges before I farewell my hyungs and follow my new path, which starts with gate 45D.

"Goodbye Korea, I don't know if I would ever come back but thank you for everything. You had been my home but now I have to go an explore the outside world and find myself and this beautiful gift a new place I can call home" I thought while rubbing my belly. "Goodbye BTS, Jungkook, I can hate guys even though I need too but I can't. So thank you for everything and I wish you the best with your careers" with those last thoughts the plane took off and his new journey began.

"New York here we come. fighting tae" crying slowly while touching my belly were the last words I said before feeling asleep.

A/N
-So there would probably be many mistakes but i write this through my phone.
-No proofreading
-Thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy this messy chapter