My Brothers Best Friends. {Nash Grier and Matthew Espinosa Fanfiction}

Chapter 23

*Sasha's POV*

Its been a month since we left the hospital and I have been getting sick every morning since Cam and I returned home. I think its because i've been eating too much, because I've gotten fatter. I always feel bloated.

In other news, Cam hasn't been the same since he decided to give up on Magcon. I still cant believe he did that. It was the one thing that he loved doing with all his heart. He cut all ties with everyone except Jasmine. Obviously. She is coming to stay with us for a week in a couple days actually.

I have been having the same dream I had in the hospital, nearly every night. I need to talk to someone about it before I crack.

Im currently in my room, texting Sarah. She has gone back to England. Cam set a rule that I cant text Matt, Nash or any of the guys. He checks my messages regularly. I don't know whats going on. But I will find out. He is hiding something and so is everyone else.

~From;Sarah~
Okay hunni. Ive gotta Go. Mum is going shopping and wants me 2 come! Ugh. Take care of urself! Luv u x

~From;Sash~
Kk. Hav fun! U too. Luve ya! x

I locked my phone and headed downstairs to the sitting room. Cameron was on the laptop, on twitter talking to some fans. His fans were angry at first but they understand know. But I don't understand why he quit.

Anyways, I sat down beside him an he looked up forcing yet another, fake smile. This is getting ridiculous it needs to stop.

"Go back on tour." I said to him. He shook his head and went back to the laptop.

"It wasn't a question. You. Are. Going. Back. To. Magcon." I simply stated. He shook his head yet again. Why is he making this so hard?

I took the laptop from him and sat it on the coffee table. Then I sat back down beside him. He just stared blankly at me.

"Whats going on? Cam. You're hiding something and its eating you alive. I can see it. You never smile. You never laugh anymore. Hell, you hardly even talk." I said, raising my voice a little. He flinched back. Weirdo.

"Sash. I cant go back. All its brought recently is bad news and pain." He nearly whispered.

"Tell me what you are hiding from me!" I was getting sick of him fannying around the subject. He needed to tell me before I slap it out of him. Wow. Mood swing.

"Sash. I don't think I can. Your not ready."

"Cameron! Tell me what your fucking hiding!" I covered my mouth as soon as I finished. What is going on? Ive never, ever raised my voice to my brother in a serious way before, let alone curse at him.

"Sash. Don't hate me. I had to hide it! It was for your own good." He said, in tears. Ive never seen him like this before. Im not sure what to do. I just sat there, waiting for him to continue.

"Sasha. You're...um....You're....pregnant." He said.

Thats when my world really did come crashing in. It felt like the air had become thin and the walls were closing in. How could he? Why would he keep this from me? I just thought I had eaten too much. But no. I had a human inside of me.

"How long have you known?" I asked not looking at my lame excuse of a brother.

"Since the day we left the hospital." He said trying to get my attention. I couldn't bare to look his direction. He made me feel sick to the core.

I stood up from my seat and turned to him. I slapped him. Right across the cheek.

"You're despicable! I cant believe you! I had the right to know, I was carrying another person inside of me! Im going back to Magcon to see Nash and Matt and everyone else. Then Cameron. I'm going to stay in La with aunt Patricia and I'm not coming back as long as you are here!" I screamed in his face and ran to my room to pack a bag.