DARKNESS

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When my mind is clouded
When my heart is beating slow
When I no longer
have the desire to go on.
When I am not healing
When I can not breathe
because it hurts to try.
When I refused to eat
because it takes energy
I do not have.
How can You love me?

When all I want is to be alone.
When I do not want
to share my thoughts
When I am confused about Us
When i can no longer
feel your Love
When I push You away
because I truly believe
You will be better off
When my tears become
my closest friend
When I can not see your pain
How can You love me?

When my days are
filled with sadness
When I do not smile
When I am quite without hope
When there's no way out
of my darkness
How can You love me?

When I become selfish
and can not see your needs
When my heart desires
are my focus and I forgot
to ask , How are you doing?
When life throw stones
on the Road
and I tripped and fall
How can You love me?

When I break my promises
and loose track of time
When I forget to
kiss you goodnight
When I am down
and unlovable
When I am a mess
and out of control
When I make wrong decisions
and refused to accept
the consequences
How can You love me?

When I take you for granted
When I missed your birthday
When I forget your kindness
When I'm so busy that
I forget to include you in my life
When I don't ask your opinions
and make all the decision
How can You love me?

When I fall short
and disappointed​ You
When I am no longer
Your perfect girl,
Your princess,
Your precious
Would you still love me?
Would you only love me
when I am on my best shape?
Would you stay by my side
when I am fragile?
Would You question your loyalty
when you are in doubt
of my value to You?
Would You love me then?

By: Ivelisse

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