I was at Karas for a sleepover. We did the usual stuff, gossip, make overs and eat loads of sweets. Well, Kara did any way...
' this isn't like it used to be Sadi '
I sat there in the silence, hoping she would shut up.
'Sadi!'
I ignored her and stood up.
'I need to go to the bathroom' I left the room and walked down her narrow cream hall way to her bathroom.
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98...99...100
I got up off the cold bathroom floor, just about to leave when something caught my eye.
Scales.
I'd only weighed myself this morning but the temptation was too much.
On I got.
The dial tippled at 6 stone exactly. Then the door opened.
' Sadi what the fuck do you think you're doing?! Get off them now!' Screamed Kara.
I just looked at her, expressionless.
She picked up her phone and rang my mum. I went home that night.
At home, mum sat me down.
'You need to eat something Sadi!' She pleaded.
But her words fell on death ears.
' you're pushing everyone a way '
I ignored her, again.
After a few minute she got up and went to the kitchen. So I ran to my room.
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98...99...100...
The next thing I remember it was Monday morning and mum had woke me up to go to school. She always asked what I wanted for breakfast, I never answered her. I ended up getting annoyed and walk out in a rage after a violent argument. If I didn't eat in the morning she'd try and get me to drink a meal replacement, it was vile.
I went to school that particular day on an empty stomach. I felt dizzy and faint whenever I stood up. Water, drink water you fat bitch' the voice was back...
Me and Molly had now grown distant, but she'd always say how good I looked when our paths crossed in the hall way. It made me feel good.
Then it all went black.
'Sadi! Sadi! Sadi!' I felt someone shaking my body. It was Kara.
I tried to focus my vision on her, but it was just too blurry.
'I've called the ambulance' said a unfamiliar voice in the back ground.
My head felt warm, and wet.
I turned my head to a slight angle and saw a deep red pool spread on the floor.
It was blood.
My blood.
