Pushing you away

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3:39am

I felt a grip on my arm from Piper. "What the hell get off of me" I said pushing her away. "Veronica what the hell you need to come back home now!" Said piper with fire in her eyes. Bob quickly cover me and went in front of me. "Hey, um I don't know what's going on but she's fine I promise" said bob. Piper looked at bob straight in the eye and walked towards me looking straight me in the eye and whisper "fuck you". I quickly slap her across the face and ran out the club. "VERONICA COME BACK!" Yelled bob. I went to my car and drove around the city playing my favorite song by my favorite band - The Haunting Shadows - Love equals despair. I parked by the park downtown and grab my blunt and cans of beer and sat on the swing crying. "I lost everything.....my friend, my cousin, and my life" I said crying while smoking my blunt. I threw my beer can on the ground and went to my car leaving my blunt and grabbing my skateboard and went downtown skating And shit. I skated myself into the karaoke bar. I walked in on to the stage and grabbing the mic and yelled "GIVE ME A SHOT"  I yelled at the bartender. He nodded and gave my a thumbs up. "PLAY THE 1975 somebody else!!" I said yelling feeling very tipped. I started singing my heart out drunk

"So I heard you found somebody else
And at first I thought it was a lie
I took all my things that make sounds
The rest I can do without
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else
Come on baby
This ain't the last time that I'll see your face
Come on baby
You said you'd find someone to take my place
I just don't believe that you have got it in you 'cause
We are just gonna keep 'doin' it' and everytime
I start to believe in anything you're saying
I'm reminded that I should be getting over it
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else"

I dropped to the ground cry while the bartender leaves the shot next to me. I walked out crying, mascara dripping from my face down and grabbed my skateboard and left.

4:00am

As it was raining thundering I was soak and wet.

"I lost my friend and only friend"

"I lost my cousin who I thought cared about me"

"I lost my mind because I lost my only and everything"

" I wish everything would pause"

As I was crying I saw a familiar face at a warehouse that closed down years ago.

Dad?! Mom?!

As I was watching secretly my uncle Hernandez was on a chair, beaten and bruised bleeding. The most shocking thing was my dad pointing the gun towards my uncle head and.....


Bang

That's how I saw my uncle died.....

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