My Dark Secret

8

Lauren's POV

This day just keeps getting better and better each minute that passes by. All I could think of right now was just how incredibly grateful I was that we didnt wear pajamas to bed last night. I don't think I could have taken the extra time of removing those unnecessary clothes. Especially since Camila is always wearing so many layers.

As soon as Camila and I were both up and in my bathroom, I quickly turned the shower head on the massage setting. I wanted this to feel as good as possible.

"God Camz. How can you still be so fucking hard?" I ask her while I pull her closer to me so that I could remove her bra.

"I'm always like this whenever I'm with a pretty girl in situations like this" she responds without any emotion. Did that mean that she really had sex with other girls before?

"Camz does that mean that you've had sex with other girls before me?" I ask nervously.

"Well yeah. You didn't think I was still a virgin. Did you?"

"Kind of. You're just so mousey like. I never actually thought that you would have lost your V-card before me"

"Wait.. Don't tell me, I was your first?" she asks me while raising an eyebrow.

"Well yeah. Unless I can count myself as my first" I reply jokingly.

"Haha wow. I wish I could of been there to see that" she says ripping off the only article of clothing remaining on me. "I guess I'll just have to make you see what you were missing out on then" she adds with a smirk.

Before I could ask what she had in mind, she was twisting my arms and pushing me into the shower, up against the cold tiles.

"Fuck! Camila! That's cold as shit" I reply as my stomach and breasts are pressed firmly against the cold, wet wall.

"Oh shut up. You won't be complaining when you start to get hot" she whispers into my ear, moving my hair off to one side of my neck.

"What are you ta-" I say before bucking my hips up at the sensation of the shorter brunette.

I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter as the heat and pressure of her slender fingers massaged my needy center. And no, I do not mean wet from the water.

As Camz continued her ministrations of stroking me between my folds and pinching at my clit, I began to get frustrated. I wanted more but being pinned down against a wall didn't let me do much. All I was pretty much able to do was stick my ass out a bit in desperate hopes of trying to get any other kind of contact with her. I was pleasantly surprised when I was greeted with her harden bulge poking me exactly where I needed her the most at.

I'm assuming she thought I've had enough, because that's when she started to thrust herself on the outside of my center. The grinding friction was really starting to get to me. I was becoming mad with need and lust.

It was an absolute nightmare!

"Please Camila. I need you. I can't hold out anymore" I moan out as she kept teasing me.

"Tell me what you want" she replies firmly against my neck before she starts biting me there.

"Pleeeaasse ju-just fuck me" I moan out much louder this time.

That's when she pulls me away from the wall so I'm facing the shower head now. Unfortunately, she grabs a firm grip on one of my arms and uses the other to bend me slightly. I was about to ask what was going on, but that's when she entered me from behind.

Fucking finally!

"Ahhh... fuck!" I gasp out as she enters my womanhood completely for the first time. Now I know why she didn't go all in our first time. That shit fucking hurts!

Instead of saying anything, Camila just continues to thrust into me slowly, thankfully for my own body's sake.

After I start to get used to getting all of her, I begin to grind into her thrusts.

"Harder Camz. Please" I manage to barely gasp out.

She doesn't say anything. Instead she just pumps into me harder and a whole lot faster compared to how she originally started.

"Ahh!... Mmm.. fuucckkmmm C-Ahh-Ah-MiLaaaa! I-I I'm cu-cumming!" I scream out as my orgasm slams into me hard. And when I mean hard, I really mean hard. The kind of good where you can literally pass out from the overwhelming sensation.

I thought she was going to slow down and pull out, but instead she continues to thrust into me. Except this time, she uses her free hand to grab my stomach. She then quickly slips it down lower only to use her hand to flick my clit while she thrusts into me.

I haven't even fully came down from my first orgasm and I'm already on the verge of my second one.

A few seconds later and I feel myself reach my second climax as I scream and moan out different obscenities and her name nonstop. Damn this girl has a hell of a high sexual stamina!

And how she can go this long without cumming herself was beyond me. Not that I was complaining of course. I just didn't expect that sex with an actual penis could last this long, based on what my friends have told me when it came to their very own sexual experiences.

"My god Camz! Fuck!" I finally manage to moan out as she slows down a tiny bit but not completely.

"Uhhmm Lauren! I'm gonna.. I'm gonna cum" I hear her moan.

Shit! No not inside please. God no not inside!

"Quick pull out! Pull out!" I shout. As much as I love her, I don't want to have a baby. I don't want to be a teenage mom in high school. That's the absolute last thing I want right now.

Before she can pull out completely, I feel as a little cum goes in. The warm sensation of it is impossible to miss.

"Fuck! Sorry Lauren. I'm so sorry!" She says as I feel the rest of it go on my bare white ass.

"What the fuck Camila! Did you just cum inside me?" I say scared as hell. "I thought you'd be smart enough to pull out before you started to cum! How can you be that fucking stupid?!"

"I-I'm sorry. I forgot" she says lightly.

"You know what? Just forget it. It can't be that bad. Well just go get a Plan B kit and we should be okay" I state trying to not make her feel as bad.

"Still sorry" she mumbles.

"It's whatever, it's too late to do anything about it. Just help me get cleaned up and let's get out of here. I'm starting to look like a raisin" I reply a bit angry and definitely scared as can be.

Just then I remembered one of my previous thoughts. Did I just tell myself that I love Camila? Like really love her? This can't be happening right? It's way too soon for me to be feeling this strongly for someone who I don't know all that well enough.

This was so not how I expected today to go.

The whole rest of the shower was quiet as we each showered our own selves. I was definitely way in too deep in my thoughts to be able to make any kind of conversation.

What will happen if I do end up pregnant? Will she be there with me? Does she love me back too? Or what if she wants someone else instead? Will Camila just use me as a fuck buddy whenever she wants some action? Is she even that type of person or can she be capable of loving me back as well? Am I even capable of being loved?

God there are so many questions and little to no answers for any of them.

All I know is that I don't think that any good can come from any of this.